Monday, February 29, 2016

today

Today

i love that people love me
that all it takes is a mustard seed
That hope isn't dead
Or forgiveness either

God bless us all
R

Friday, February 26, 2016

Friday

watched clips of the debate-wow
love sleeping by the fire
there are some clothes I just love to wear

God Bless,
R

Thursday, February 25, 2016

what to say

Today, I live day by day.  I can't do it any other way.  When you are like me, disabled in some sense it's the only day. I got away from blogging, because I didn't want to complain, b, or self-pity. I cannot wish for something else. I've tried. I could say a lot about life.  I'll say this life is salty, sweet and much more.  The only thing about life s to live it.
I need to live.
God Bless,
R

Wednesday, February 24, 2016

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Pride

something I have   I haven't wanted to bother people, because I find it self pity. I am in pain.
God Bless,
R

Monday, February 22, 2016

Sunday, February 21, 2016

oh

In pain.  My mind is in a thousand directions. Need to not think.  Thinking a vacation to Monaco might help. Right now, breathe in, breathe out.  Any thoughts?
God Bless,
R

Thursday, February 18, 2016

Grateful

Grateful for the love.
Mind and body...
Any good magazines...
God Bless,
R

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Surgery

I had surgery today. I am exhausted.  Mentally.  On the verge of tears writing this. Anything makes me sad. Anxiety, off the charts.  It takes everything I have to eat and drink. I know, I should be a lot of things.
God Bless,
R

Friday, February 12, 2016

Truth

Worry has left me in a sad state.
I worry with all my heart, if only my faith...
Acceptance is that thing
Denial...


What's missing?
Love
Truth

God Bless,
R

Monday, February 8, 2016

Fight

Folks, my posts...well...my heart hasn't been in it.  I'm in a fight for my very mind.  I'm not just scared...I'm absolutely going ape.  I'm fighting everything.  I wonder who this person is in the mirror. My name is every negative word.  It hurts to admit this much.  I keep wanting to end this post, but I won't.  I do don't want to write.  The fight continues.
God Bless,
R

Saturday, February 6, 2016

There is so much I'd love to share, but I'm at a loss.  I'm scared.  I need Jesus.
Could or would you pray for me
R

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Monday, February 1, 2016

My sweet one

It's a certain boy's birthday.  The one who calls me Gigi.  The one who gives the best sugar.  The one who has my stolen my heart.  My niece and nephews are have my heart.  I love you Andrew.