Sometimes I don't know why God does the things He does. I have learned more about pain, waiting, testing...so much...Have I questioned? Yes, but after awhile that gets painful as well. The truth is one of those things that we(I) think we (I) want. Sometimes when you get it, you may realize it's not really what you wanted. The truth brings forth two things...this is painful for me to write. An uncomfortable reality. Comfort- central to where or what we or I may want. And next reality. Real, not dreamt up in some thought of wishful thinking. This may hurt more...what we need is not what exactly we want.