God has a plan for me even if I don't see it. Is it hard? Yes. I'm not good at this. Now I know why and what having faith really means. I am grateful for Lauren, a great friend to me. He places everything. Am I patient. Each day is a day to learn. Every day you live, you are given a choice. Right now, in this moment, I just want to live. And that is the biggest miracle. To live life without a plan, but one, to be in tune with His.