Thursday, February 28, 2013

Not a proud moment again

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately.  This can be a dangerous thing for me.  When life forces you to make changes you didn't want to make yet.  Or being happy for others' happiness.  I feel like a terrible person right now.  On one hand I am outwardly happy for them, I really am, but silently wondering when my time will come.  I guess this is progress when you can admit what about yourself what you really don't like.  The song says "I find you when I fall apart."  I don't know the artist right now.  As another song says, "I'm coming to you open and broken."  2 Timothy is in my devotional today.  "For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. 2 Timothy 1:7
I am using all of this to admit the parts of myself I would rather not bare.  I know I shouldn't care what other people think, but I hope nobody hates me.
Truth will set you free.  In this regard, I hope this cliche rings true.
Song pick of the day- "Forever Reign" by One Sonic Society
R

6 comments:

  1. Truth will set you free!
    Thanks for an honest and heartfelt post :)

    xoxox,
    CC

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  2. This is a very honest post! I know what you mean...It is really hard to be happy for someone, when you are waiting for your moment of happiness to arrive. I've been there SO many times. Just keep your head up and your heart on God! Good things will fall into place in His time. :)

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  3. i know how you feel... i've been there! hope everything's gonna be alright!

    It’s a GIRL Thing

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  4. This resonates with me and I'm sure it does with so many! I hope things will go well too. Thank you for dropping by!

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  5. Just remember, Jesus already forgave you... and thinks you're special!

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