I'm sitting here at the computer wondering what it is He would have me write. I wrote a few things earlier, but have since deleted them. I contemplated not writing at all, but then I worried. Was not writing just be a result of laziness. If I write a post that is pleasing to me, I will delete away. I don't feel good. I'd like to think there is an audience that likes to hear what I have to say. I'm not a household name, but nonetheless I'd like to think there are some folks who eagerly await my new posts to come up in their feed. I've been told I have humility, but some days I just don't feel it. I know I'm human, but I don't want to have this be my default excuse.
I'm wanting perfection. I'm wanting control, in a world that can't seem to find it. It's beyond difficult to watch the news today, hear another atrocity, add another person to the list of your prayers. These are people know I may not know, but the thing we all share is that we are human. It's having faith, in its true meaning. The greatest commodity these days seems to be love. There are some people who get underneath my skin so badly, it makes me wonder how God could implore me to love them. But then I think, I don't love God too much either when I don't read His Word or love His children. And we are ALL His children.
I am just a sin filled child seeking Forgiveness.