Know right where you're at there. Illusion of control- what an excellent way of putting it. I pray always for your courage and strength.
When push comes to shove, none of us have control. Doesn't make it easy, but maybe easier to deal with.
I love how you said you don't like losing the illusion of control, I think it's the same with me. There are many things we are not in control of, but it is so tempting to think that we are.
Keep strong - have faith.All the best Jan
You are so right, Regine. It is an illusion.
It is an illusion, isn't it?