Tuesday, July 7, 2020

my heart

I haven't slept
The what ifs
Are at it
Again
What if I
Feared God
More than Covid
I'm trying
To control everything
Avoiding a virus
I feel like I
Can't make mistakes
My soul
Is wrestling

49 comments:

  1. Oh one of those nights ..i get it...
    hope you find peace and comfort in some way.

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  2. We all have to face our fears and "what ifs". Hugs.

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  3. You are not alone. I think in some way, we need to face are fear (no matter how...by writing your thoughts, praying, talking, etc.) And, hope for the best. The best is yet to come.

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  4. Do not be anxious for anything but in prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
    And the peace of God,which passes all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
    Philippians 4:6-7.
    I hope this helps. Don't fret about the "what ifs" of life. Keep your faith in Jesus!

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  5. Trust in the Lord, dear one, trust in Him.

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  6. Dearest Regine,
    Guess that those fears are far worse and causing a lot more damage than the actual risk of getting an infection.
    Don't let the media reap the benefits of their fear mongering.
    Trust God and live a conscious life.
    Hugs,
    Mariette

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  7. I feel like you sometimes.
    It's hard.
    Have a beautiful day.
    Chris


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  8. We just have to be patient and vigilant with covid. It will be survival of the wisest and most cautious, I think. God gave us the brains to think things through and the ability, hard as it is, to be patient. He's testing us big time now, though.

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  9. Sending you some peace and relaxation thoughts.

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  10. i love that God is with us as we wrestle ... He doesn't abandon us or leave us on our own.

    i'm so grateful.

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  11. I've felt the same way sometimes too. Hugs. :)

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  12. I hear you Regine - trusting God is always a 'growing' process. The one thing to remember is that Covid 19 did not take God by surprise, and He really is in control.
    Stay safe
    Blessings
    Maxine

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  13. Fear of the unknown can cause us sleepless nights. May the peace of Lord dwell in your heart and guard your sleep.

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  14. Hang in there, we are all in this together.
    Take care! Have a great day!

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  15. I feel the same every day, take protections and stay safe!
    Dimi...

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  16. Right there with ya, darling.

    xoxox,
    CC

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  17. In exchange for constant control you need a little more distance to recent events, it helps ;-)

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  18. Heartfelt R's Rue, wishing you only the very best :)

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  19. Sending you lots of love right now!

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  20. Nice poem.. But don't worry everything will be fine:)
    Hugs:)

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  21. Well put! As I see it... Mankind was not meant to be on this planet forever, time will erase us eventually, but it won't be this year. This is a change to our World part of the natural course, we can not change it, destroy it, or avoid it...so we have to live with it as best and as long as we can. Stay away from as many as you can is your best bet and how Im handling it.

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  22. Keep on praying - God will always protect.

    xx

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  23. We live in trying times ~ lots of healing energy to you ~

    Thanks for your support for my loss of my dear Yorkie ~ Xox

    Be Safe, Be Well,
    A ShutterBug Explores,
    aka (A Creative Harbor)

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  24. Keep praying...only fear God if you are evil and you are not evil ❤🌷

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  25. The what-ifs often guarantee sleepless nights.

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  26. What ifs are the worst, aren't they?

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  27. You're not alone with this. The uncertainty and fear at the moment is hard to handle.

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  28. It's really scary worrying about the virus. I hope you get some sleep and peace soon x Sending you air hugs

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  29. Sending you good luck to find your strength.

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  30. Hi Rue you write beautifully ,I find it very soul searching,bless you Rue xx

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  31. Interesting. Almost haiku-like in the brief lines that convey so much. You capture the instant with clarity.

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  32. Fique bem minha linda, essa pandemia estΓ‘ afetando todo o mundo, mas ficar deprimida e preocupada Γ© pior. Vamos nutrir nossa vida com energias positivas e crer que logo tudo ficarΓ‘ bem.
    Beijos. 
    DiΓ‘rio da Lady

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  33. Beautiful poem.

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  34. I totally understand. Keep your eyes on Jesus and He will carry you through this difficult time. When I start to fret I get back into the Word, and read the Psalms in particular. God always knows how to pull me back up. Praying for you dear friend.

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  35. Muito importante a nossa atitude... πŸ‘

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  36. Sending peaceful and comforting thoughts to you …

    All the best Jan

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  38. 2020 has been so rough for everyone! I can definitely relate to the inner struggle. Right now we're trying to figure out what's going to happen when our school starts back in the fall.

    Lindsi @ Do You Dog-ear? πŸ’¬

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