Wednesday, November 4, 2020

faith and hope

 i grieve 

because

You wouldn't

Want me

to blame

myself

for

mistakes

I've tried

so hard

and faith

isn't about

trying

it's about believing

Thank you

for a day

you have made

my heart broken

my soul restless

but i retain hope

for if that goes

its all over

Fight

for it

Child

it's renewable

every day

Tuesday, November 3, 2020

hope

 Two days

Without hope

is like

Two days 

without water

Grateful

for the 

ability

to read

and not watch

To eat 

plenty

and not 

Want for anything

Privilege

Use it 

For good

Don't abuse

What power

you have

 In this day

of uncertainty

i hold out hope

in gratitude

That as much

As i doubt

You continually

Exceed expectations

Every obstacle

man lays

at my feet

You are there

to see me through

What you see 

in me

i will never understand 

I'm glad you do

Friends

i don't know

your struggle

Here's

to the knowledge

In faith

He will meet you

Led

 Vote

Pray

Release

Every

Fear

God 

Is 

Good

You 

Hold

My 

Hope

My 

Dreams

Everything

Is 

The 

Hand

Of 

The

Father

Pray

That

I

Be 

Led

Instead 

Of

Bearing

Something

Not 

For 

Me

Monday, November 2, 2020

help me

 Where you sit determines

What you see

What you see

Determines what you do

Dr. Dharius Daniels


I heard him preach yesterday

and it changed my perspective 

I'm following my own advice

The best lessons I've received 

Have come from those

I didn't like at first

I would be ashamed

To admit this

But it's the truth

If I truly want change

I'm going to have

To sit and be

Uncomfortable

With my thoughts

i didn't want to write

This post

God is having

His say

So today

i want to try

and understand

What I'm not seeing

Help me

Seven

 Thank you

for your love

and dedication

to uplift

my spirits

and teach me

kindness

for seven years

you humble me

when i come here

i see the good

in the world

Thank you

you do more

for my health

than i could ever

express 

Thank you

for loving

someone

Who didn't feel

they had much

to offer the world

Sunday, November 1, 2020

Care

 This is not political

When did we lose

Our humanity

the capacity

to empathize 

the will

to meet 

each other

Where they are

not where

you think

they should be

I'm anxious

about the election

I may not watch

because my 

mental health

can't take it

And that's privilege

Right there

Will America

Survive the strife

No matter who wins

Bigger question

Can we make our 

Own conclusions

By reading

We lost our way

When we weaponized faith

Stopped caring

and looked

to talking heads

to do our homework

For us

I was advised

to say

The Serenity Prayer

everyday

because my 

joy depends

on it

Thank you

for seven years

Here's to another

Seven