One month from today I turn the big 3-0! I don't know what to think, what to feel. I should be thankful. I couldn't have imagined being this blessed. Making it to 30 is an accomplishment. I have to thank my biggest champion, my Mom. God has given me more than I could have ever dreamed. My surgery scars and device implantation just let my body tell a story. You may not see the device because I keep it hidden. Maybe I shouldn't. I don't know. Baclofen pumps aren't sexy, merely effective. Maybe effective could become sexy one day? What has age taught you about yourself and the life you lead?