I am a flawed human being. As much as I am happy for other people's success, it angers me that I haven't reached their level of success or surpassed it. My feeling reeks of jealousy and envy. I am so attuned to this. The feeling frustrates me. I compare myself to others. I know it is wrong. I can't quantify my success, or in a way I'd like. I thought my daily devotional was Psalm 58. It wasn't, but God wanted me to read it. Psalm 58's verse 11 reads: "Then at last everyone will say, " There is truly a reward for those who live for God; surely there is a God who judges justly here on earth".
The Lord knew what I needed. He provides what I need before I know it. Amazing.