I don't understand the world. I feel like we are losing our soul. I'm greedy. I feel like a part of me is just crying out in a frustration that is explained, not fixed. Our values are different and that makes me mad, but more profoundly sad. Not all is bad, but the bad seems to outnumber the good, or my perception is skewed. My brain needs retraining. I must find the good, even if it is harder. My self can operate in this negative manner.