My friend Delvalina commented on my brutal honesty post that gave me pause. "Everything happens For a reason, even if we happen to know not the reason". Would I like to know the reason? Sure I would. It would be a lie if I answered any differently. For somebody who wants concrete answers, right now is very difficult, because I don't have what I want. Right now, if feels like God wants me to be married to him, before I can marry the man of my illustrious dreams. God wants me to know it's not about me and my dreams. The Trevor Morgan song: "Fall Down" I am listening to right now as I type is speaking to this sentiment right now. Philippians 2:1-11, my Bible verse of the day speaks to this as well. Starting in verse 5 where it starts to detail how Jesus came as a man who would be obedient to death on a cross!" I will not lie, when I saw the exclamation point, I thought at once, what's the big deal, why the need for the !. Then I thought about the crown of thorns, his nailed hands, and I got it! As it says "He did not consider his equality with God to be used to His advantage." What a Savior we have. I may be selfless with others, but I have missed the point. He wants me to practice and perfect being selfless with Him. Love you Lord. I have to practice selflessness with God so I can perfect selflessness with my future mate.