false

 Lord

You've done it

Redeeming pain

And making

it useful

and worthwhile

the more

I've doubted

The more

you blast

the barriers

I made

The more 

tears fall

the more 

I've made

your past

Redemptive

and necessary

for a hurting world

to read

Cerebral Palsy

has given you

too much

not to pay

it back

you share now

not because you want to

I've always made

you dissatisfied

so you can do 

the one thing

that makes 

life worth living

I will never forget

A pastor disappointing me

for telling me

What I needed 

to hear

not what I wanted

And right now

The biggest blessing

is being told no

Do you need 

To be told no

today