Church

 This topic may not be a fun one, but I should want to return to church, but my heart isn’t there. I find the church now resembles politics and a hierarchy. Church used to fill a void, but now I’m sour. I have faith. I don’t know if Christ resides in the church. If you go, please help dispel what I now think. 

Will

 God

It’s me

You teach

Even when

I’m not

In a mood

To listen

Soften my heart

To your Will

Thoughts

 You’re here

With me

And that’s enough

Lord for me

Pt chronicles

 PT chronicles. 

6 more weeks 

Ankle is taped

Slight swelling 

I’ve lived in a static state. I’ve been scared for years. Anxiety doesn’t leave. You fight the fear. Every day. Love you all. 

Today

 Send some motivation

And discipline 

My way

Tell me something good. 

Hopeful prayer

 I’m learning. I’m growing. It’s a most painful process. My pride is going. Lord, I’m battling. The body is listening. Now if I could get the heart to follow. This is a challenge. I need discipline and prayer. Show me what you want. Lead me. You know I want control and right now it’s not what I need. Acceptance. Is this what this is. Hope is real. Love you all. 

❤️

 Muscles 

Burn and sore

Mean 

Soaring 

Is next