Surrender

 It’s a new day

Lord

I’m here

I don’t know how

It will work out

I have to trust you

I don’t understand

That’s not

What you ask

Surrender

Here we go again

Questions

 What is on your heart?

What is making you smile?

Move

 Keep moving

Keep it rolling

I can’t get mad

Or just 

Let it go

Smile

And remember

Seasons change

And I can adapt

I’m being challenged

To relish silence

Within the stillness

Today

 Watching From Scratch With Love, and my soul needed it. To bring me back to the place where dreams came true. Where hope and joy were alive. I was alive. Where I walked in that church, and I felt at home. What I’m saying is I’m having to remember the good in my life. The trip to Cape Cod, sitting on an empty beach at ten in the morning massaging the sand in my fingertips. Picking up broken seashells like pieces of priceless treasure. Right now, I’m the broken seashells. I have to remember I am priceless treasure. I’m weary. I’m tired. I’m humbled by a movie and the way it opened my eyes today

Today

Lord, It’s Regine again. I’m grouchy and irritable. My plan has not worked. I crave control. I need an attitude adjustment. I have no desire to decorate for Christmas. I haven’t read one Christmas novel. Struggling to find peace in Your Word. I read it, but I don’t feel it. I stopped shopping for things. The things only bring temporary relief, if you can call it that. I’m writing this because I can’t sugarcoat the truth. I can’t lie to you. I can’t lie to myself. So maybe if If I share, I won’t feel so bad. Love you all. 

Thoughts

 Up early with the chickens

Trying to get the brain going

And see what lands

And I’m wiping sleep

From my eyes

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