Tuesday, September 30, 2014

I try on the braces tomorrow. Bitter yet sweet day!  I don't know if I will laugh or cry.  I'm terrified.  I thought I'd not have to have to wear them again, but sometimes reality is none too kind.  Will the braces define me,...Sorry y'all, reality, mine has set in and the truth is hard to take in.
Up early!  I feel weak, I need God!  Emotions running wild.  I don't feel strong. I feel like cracked, frayed. I disdain this feeling. God is speaking, but I'm afraid to execute the objective.
Pain leave me alone.
Faith take me, Take Me Over

Monday, September 29, 2014

What do you think, thought

Some days, my hope is just to be proud of what I post.  I hope you like, but should I not like it also.
Perfect is at it again!  Argh!

just a thought(s)

No clue what to post about, but when in doubt, be grateful for what I have,and not just as assumed, granted, expected or anything else.
God Bless!

Sunday, September 28, 2014

heartfelt thank yous

This blog is a blessing!  it's because of all of you!  in the times, i feel i have nothing of worthiness, you all keep building me up.  and i thank you for it has given me a smile when all i could muster was a tear.  To all of you who give me a priceless gift, your time, thank you!

Thursday, September 25, 2014


Can be found and located

What do you love?


I'm struggling

im struggling folks. I want perfection.  I'm embarrassed. It difficult to even write a blog post. My will has taken over. I'm trying to fix me.
I have to go back to wearing leg braces. I'm finally letting myself acknowledge the pain. Have I let my body down. Have I let myself. Did I get lazy, complacent thinking I had defeated CP.  I can't typr the word. Denial, I know.
I'm in pain.   Right now, I am questioning writing such a scathing post.   Looking at this realistically has kept me from letting myself feel the pain.
Finally letting the tears fall.
Praying y'all have a great day. Jesus is good, and I am thankful and grateful!

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

How ahhh

it is so nice when you can have a great day, and not know why until later.
It's all about learning to be full of thanks for blessings. How simple yet...
Be with us Lord!.

Have a great day!

have a great daye!
Blessed with more than I deserve!

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Favorite fall activities

favorite fall activities?

Fall sweets and or treats?



how are you, dear friends?

stop thinking

Sometimes I just need to stop thinking, and let the faith I have be stronger.  I am mere me, God is Almighty.

Monday, September 22, 2014


Tearing up for I know life is good, I'm blessed, and I'm in awe of how much I need to praise God!  My God, you are great!
I pray that He show you who He is!
Sitting here being still, basking in all I have to be thankful for, makes me cry tears of joy.
Acceptance of life and circumstance has been heartbreaking, yet fulling.
Crying now.
God Bless,

Life is good

listening to worship songs I learned in youth group!

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Is it perfection, overrated?

the more i think, the more i realize life isn't perfect.  the heart of man is shown when we not have a clue.  my hope is that I'm worthy of the hope He has in me?

Have a great day!

Have a great day!

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

My heart

I realize I am becoming more forgiving, for I know something that let's me see life in a way I wouldn't have previously.  Christ is with me, and certain and some things don't...what's a good and appropriate phrase for this?
I'm happy!
How are you?
Love and God Blessings to you all!


Sometimes I wonder why God loves me so much. My mom is great and Godly. I don't know why I'm so blessed. I'm just grateful!
Some things I don't understand, but I just nod

Monday, September 15, 2014

Fearing fear

I wish I weren't so scared.  I wish I were bold. Or is there a reason, I'm me!  Or is boldness require a certain disregard for fear?
Lot on my mind.


What gives your spirit a spark?


What gives you pleasure?

A hug
A smile

Friday, September 12, 2014

Any weekend plans?

Any weekend plans?

He is Faithful

He is Faithful!  I know it in my heart!
I've been realizing that God has faith in me, I just need to have faith in myself. He loved me so much to send His child to die on a Cross.  He thought I was worthy of such a Sacrifice.  It's enough motivation for me to love me. 
Happy day, my friends,
God be with you!

Thursday, September 11, 2014

What is making you joyous

What is making you smile?
A great song
God Bless,

Hope because of a Cross

Smile:  because I'm alive
            I have hope
            A Heavenly Father

Why I am blessed, I can't understand why, but He is good!
Thank you. 

My God

I'm thankful that my God blesses me.  I'm glad He is on the throne. God is in my country. He's in my heart. On this day, let us delight in all that You are!
God Bless this nation of mine!

Wednesday, September 10, 2014


I know I'm not not the only one, but I have a hard time waiting. I have a hard time keeping or rather letting the guards or walls down. I'm scared. In many ways, everything scares me.
God knows what I want, and honestly, I think I do too, but...
I'm so scared!

What would you do?

Life is a gift, and for one, don't want to waste it.
Not taking it lightly.
Living takes on a new place.
In everything, let me let You emanate.


Ready for cooler weather!

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Monday, September 8, 2014

Thursday, September 4, 2014

For all my pity pot, God gives you just what you need, and His mercies toward me, have left me shocked.  


What is making you smile today, at this moment?


Make me whole

God,  let me see the beauty in me, your child, your creation.

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

This is scary

Folks, this is scary!  I'm afraid of being hurt.  I'm scared of letting you see me. I'm afraid to show the scars, the pain. I read a quote a few minutes ago. It's one that is making me type this at the moment.  Have I not fully accepted my disability, my beauty, my everything. Does letting you, where ever you are, scare me?  Shitless!  Would I love to be issueless,  yes!  Do I wonder if I can reconcile who I am in the mirror.  Is it painful to admit, I love the Creator, but not His creation. I can't believe I'm doing this.  When you read these posts, blessing overwhelms me.

Hug and a Prayer to you all

I had something profound to bring today, but then I realized I was worrying of how exactly I wanted to say it. So, profound has to come back another way.
God Bless, my friend,

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

In You

Hope rests in a heart that can appreciate the rainbow encased in the cloud. Hope is the smile through the tears. Hope is realizing how loved you are. Hope is everywhere, He is!
Something on your heart?


God, I want to let your love be with me.  I want to be filled with Your love. I want to be fully content, joyous.  You know me, let me know you!

Monday, September 1, 2014