I try on the braces tomorrow. Bitter yet sweet day! I don't know if I will laugh or cry. I'm terrified. I thought I'd not have to have to wear them again, but sometimes reality is none too kind. Will the braces define me,...Sorry y'all, reality, mine has set in and the truth is hard to take in.
R
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Monday, September 29, 2014
What do you think, thought
Some days, my hope is just to be proud of what I post. I hope you like, but should I not like it also.
Perfect is at it again! Argh!
R
Perfect is at it again! Argh!
R
just a thought(s)
No clue what to post about, but when in doubt, be grateful for what I have,and not just as assumed, granted, expected or anything else.
God Bless!
R
God Bless!
R
Sunday, September 28, 2014
heartfelt thank yous
This blog is a blessing! it's because of all of you! in the times, i feel i have nothing of worthiness, you all keep building me up. and i thank you for it has given me a smile when all i could muster was a tear. To all of you who give me a priceless gift, your time, thank you!
Regine
Regine
Friday, September 26, 2014
Thursday, September 25, 2014
I'm struggling
im struggling folks. I want perfection. I'm embarrassed. It difficult to even write a blog post. My will has taken over. I'm trying to fix me.
I have to go back to wearing leg braces. I'm finally letting myself acknowledge the pain. Have I let my body down. Have I let myself. Did I get lazy, complacent thinking I had defeated CP. I can't typr the word. Denial, I know.
I'm in pain. Right now, I am questioning writing such a scathing post. Looking at this realistically has kept me from letting myself feel the pain.
Finally letting the tears fall.
R
I have to go back to wearing leg braces. I'm finally letting myself acknowledge the pain. Have I let my body down. Have I let myself. Did I get lazy, complacent thinking I had defeated CP. I can't typr the word. Denial, I know.
I'm in pain. Right now, I am questioning writing such a scathing post. Looking at this realistically has kept me from letting myself feel the pain.
Finally letting the tears fall.
R
Wednesday, September 24, 2014
How ahhh
it is so nice when you can have a great day, and not know why until later.
It's all about learning to be full of thanks for blessings. How simple yet...
Be with us Lord!.
R
It's all about learning to be full of thanks for blessings. How simple yet...
Be with us Lord!.
R
Tuesday, September 23, 2014
stop thinking
Sometimes I just need to stop thinking, and let the faith I have be stronger. I am mere me, God is Almighty.
R
R
Monday, September 22, 2014
Revealing
I pray that He show you who He is!
Sitting here being still, basking in all I have to be thankful for, makes me cry tears of joy.
Acceptance of life and circumstance has been heartbreaking, yet fulling.
Crying now.
God Bless,
R
Crying now.
God Bless,
R
Friday, September 19, 2014
Thursday, September 18, 2014
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
Is it perfection, overrated?
the more i think, the more i realize life isn't perfect. the heart of man is shown when we not have a clue. my hope is that I'm worthy of the hope He has in me?
R
R
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
My heart
I realize I am becoming more forgiving, for I know something that let's me see life in a way I wouldn't have previously. Christ is with me, and certain and some things don't...what's a good and appropriate phrase for this?
R
R
Tears
Sometimes I wonder why God loves me so much. My mom is great and Godly. I don't know why I'm so blessed. I'm just grateful!
Some things I don't understand, but I just nod
R
Some things I don't understand, but I just nod
R
Monday, September 15, 2014
Fearing fear
I wish I weren't so scared. I wish I were bold. Or is there a reason, I'm me! Or is boldness require a certain disregard for fear?
Lot on my mind.
R
Lot on my mind.
R
Friday, September 12, 2014
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Hope because of a Cross
Smile: because I'm alive
I have hope
Family
Friends
A Heavenly Father
Why I am blessed, I can't understand why, but He is good!
Thank you.
R
My God
I'm thankful that my God blesses me. I'm glad He is on the throne. God is in my country. He's in my heart. On this day, let us delight in all that You are!
God Bless this nation of mine!
R
God Bless this nation of mine!
R
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Scared
I know I'm not not the only one, but I have a hard time waiting. I have a hard time keeping or rather letting the guards or walls down. I'm scared. In many ways, everything scares me.
God knows what I want, and honestly, I think I do too, but...
I'm so scared!
R
God knows what I want, and honestly, I think I do too, but...
I'm so scared!
R
What would you do?
Life is a gift, and for one, don't want to waste it.
Not taking it lightly.
Living takes on a new place.
In everything, let me let You emanate.
R
Not taking it lightly.
Living takes on a new place.
In everything, let me let You emanate.
R
Tuesday, September 9, 2014
Monday, September 8, 2014
Friday, September 5, 2014
Thursday, September 4, 2014
Wednesday, September 3, 2014
This is scary
Folks, this is scary! I'm afraid of being hurt. I'm scared of letting you see me. I'm afraid to show the scars, the pain. I read a quote a few minutes ago. It's one that is making me type this at the moment. Have I not fully accepted my disability, my beauty, my everything. Does letting you, where ever you are, scare me? Shitless! Would I love to be issueless, yes! Do I wonder if I can reconcile who I am in the mirror. Is it painful to admit, I love the Creator, but not His creation. I can't believe I'm doing this. When you read these posts, blessing overwhelms me.
R
R
Hug and a Prayer to you all
I had something profound to bring today, but then I realized I was worrying of how exactly I wanted to say it. So, profound has to come back another way.
God Bless, my friend,
R
God Bless, my friend,
R
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
In You
Hope rests in a heart that can appreciate the rainbow encased in the cloud. Hope is the smile through the tears. Hope is realizing how loved you are. Hope is everywhere, He is!
R
Reflection
God, I want to let your love be with me. I want to be filled with Your love. I want to be fully content, joyous. You know me, let me know you!
R
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