Wednesday, January 28, 2015

The Jesus Joy

my heart is overcome with gratitude.  Maybe acceptance isn't so bad, maybe life isn't supposed to meant with such dread.  it took two hours to realize that my life is good.  i don't have all i'd like, but Jesus is great and perform miracles, even small ones.  Those are the real miracle.
God Bless,

Tuesday, January 27, 2015


When God redeems you, nothing else matters.  When God does for you what you cannot do for yourself, the questions die down.  The Why becomes not so necessary.  God didn't give me perfection, he gave me strength to endure earthly imperfections.  I fall short every day, and am reminded of such by God.
it's hard to face that a word, acceptance, but it's one that i must.
it takes all i have to ask for prayers for myself, but i ask that you could.
Thank you,

Monday, January 26, 2015

Happy Monday

It's Monday!  hope ya'll are well.  I have an unspoken prayer request.  would you please pray?
Thank you, God Bless.
God Bless,

Sunday, January 25, 2015

it feels good to be in a place where even if I apologize out of habit not necessity, I am...alright.
i don't even know if its making sense, i am just at a point where my mind tells me to ask, but my heart knows better.
at peace with self.

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Thank you

It leaves me in awe of how God uses other people to let us be willing to be taught.  I am being humbled daily.  These folks know who they are, and I'm so thankful.
My heart needs you Lord!

Thursday, January 22, 2015

what is your desire?

I am nothing without you. Be with me Lord.  you know the desires of my heart.  God, please be with me.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Most important post

While I had planned to recap my weekend for you today, I am afraid I can't.  What I did this weekend, is what it really means to follow Christ.  It's marveling at a 1200 dollar pair of shoes and wondering how many could be fed.  It walking around in a mall, and oohing and ahhing at an expensive jewelry store, and reminding myself not to store up treasures on this Earth.  It's realizing that even if some don't get you, there is a little boy who gave me validation.  It's knowing that Jesus is in the ice cream shop and the backyard.  it's knowing that the people who need the most grace are the ones you wouldn't expect me.  Poor wallet, rich heart would anyone ask for that?  Maybe we need to, I do.
God Bless

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

i don't know how to describe this

God keeps teaching me, in His own ways and I have trouble giving up my will.  I know I must.  I realize the best gift I can give another and myself is a kindness that I am given every day by Him.  Sometimes the simplest things are very well hardest to learn.
God Bless,

Monday, January 12, 2015


Thinking y'all. While the turmoil in the world is saddening me, I want to bring hope. What are your hopes for 2015?
God be with you,

how are you?

It's Monday and dreary here, but I am blessed!
Hope your well.

Thursday, January 8, 2015

My heart is sad!
My heart is Parisian today!
Jesus be with us,!

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Monday, January 5, 2015

never too old to be taught

I went to church yesterday, and i saw a friend who saw me and hugged me.  He asked me something, I replied, and what he said didn't register at the moment, but it does now.  He said to me "Sometimes you need to ask God for strength to endure your blessings" Truthfully, i didn't understand, i just nodded with a yes while laughing.  I was thinking, why do we endure blessings, which I associate as good things.
Then I got it, even good things take a good measure of His Omnipotence.  I still have to breathe, and enjoy.
My braces are one of those blessed things.

I am blessed

I am blessed!
Smile y'all!R

Thursday, January 1, 2015