today

Today

i love that people love me
that all it takes is a mustard seed
That hope isn't dead
Or forgiveness either

God bless us all
R

Friday

watched clips of the debate-wow
love sleeping by the fire
there are some clothes I just love to wear

God Bless,
R

what to say

Today, I live day by day.  I can't do it any other way.  When you are like me, disabled in some sense it's the only day. I got away from blogging, because I didn't want to complain, b, or self-pity. I cannot wish for something else. I've tried. I could say a lot about life.  I'll say this life is salty, sweet and much more.  The only thing about life s to live it.
I need to live.
God Bless,
R

It's a great day
God Bless,
R

Pride

something I have   I haven't wanted to bother people, because I find it self pity. I am in pain.
God Bless,
R

wow

How honest to be?

Don't want to talk.

God Bless,

R

oh

In pain.  My mind is in a thousand directions. Need to not think.  Thinking a vacation to Monaco might help. Right now, breathe in, breathe out.  Any thoughts?
God Bless,
R

In pain

in pain today.
God Bless,
R

Grateful

Grateful for the love.
Mind and body...
Any good magazines...
God Bless,
R

Surgery

I had surgery today. I am exhausted.  Mentally.  On the verge of tears writing this. Anything makes me sad. Anxiety, off the charts.  It takes everything I have to eat and drink. I know, I should be a lot of things.
God Bless,
R

Truth

Worry has left me in a sad state.
I worry with all my heart, if only my faith...
Acceptance is that thing
Denial...


What's missing?
Love
Truth

God Bless,
R

Good

God
Hardee's
 friends
God Bless,
R

Fight

Folks, my posts...well...my heart hasn't been in it.  I'm in a fight for my very mind.  I'm not just scared...I'm absolutely going ape.  I'm fighting everything.  I wonder who this person is in the mirror. My name is every negative word.  It hurts to admit this much.  I keep wanting to end this post, but I won't.  I do don't want to write.  The fight continues.
God Bless,
R

There is so much I'd love to share, but I'm at a loss.  I'm scared.  I need Jesus.
Could or would you pray for me
R

God Bless

Christ, I need to surrender.
R

Rainy day here.
Enjoying the day
God Bless,
R

love

Love
A good meal

My sweet one

It's a certain boy's birthday.  The one who calls me Gigi.  The one who gives the best sugar.  The one who has my stolen my heart.  My niece and nephews are have my heart.  I love you Andrew.