Thursday, December 27, 2018


I've been so focused on the what ifs that I'm not living. Acceptance is the one beast I've yet to tame. It's the elephant, the albatross. The more I live, the more I see that I've not mastered one thing. I can't fix everything. I just lost the words.
God Bless

Monday, December 17, 2018

Thursday, December 13, 2018


I can't fight the season of life. I just have to ride the waves. I'm not God. I will make it. I used to hate being told I'm strong, but right now I claim it. Life is hard, but worthwhile.

Monday, December 10, 2018

Thursday, December 6, 2018

Wednesday, December 5, 2018


Christmas bring me back
A joy, real kindler gentler
Bring me to my knees
Tears to eyes

Thank you Lord for Your Grace and Forgiveness. May my want for You be greater than my need.

Prayer request

I've let fear reign and faith flee. You are reading it correctly. I'm not living. I'm existing. Anxiety has been normal for me. Growing has more pain than I thought. I'm not joyful. So when I ask if you have prayer requests, I'm making mine now. Would you pray that God rules and faith reigns in my heart. May I have faith to believe in the One who gave me hope over 10 years ago.
Thank you.
Regine Karpel