I've been so focused on the what ifs that I'm not living. Acceptance is the one beast I've yet to tame. It's the elephant, the albatross. The more I live, the more I see that I've not mastered one thing. I can't fix everything. I just lost the words.
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Wednesday, December 5, 2018
I've let fear reign and faith flee. You are reading it correctly. I'm not living. I'm existing. Anxiety has been normal for me. Growing has more pain than I thought. I'm not joyful. So when I ask if you have prayer requests, I'm making mine now. Would you pray that God rules and faith reigns in my heart. May I have faith to believe in the One who gave me hope over 10 years ago.