Chicken nuggets

 Trusting You

Should not

Be difficult 

But my

Humanity 

Can make 

Simple instructions 

Feel like 

A child 

Only wanting

To eat

Chicken nuggets 

Every day 

Day

 Each day

A choice 

To choose 

A hope

Love 

And a

Peace 

That passes 

All understanding 

Happy

 I was asked in the comments what is making me happy. 

Reading the Bible slowly. No Bible in a year. If you can great. It was making me anxious, and I gave up. Communion with God should not be anxiety producing. 

Savoring food. I used to eat for just fuel. I never enjoyed it except on vacation. Food is an experience. 

Finding the good in people. I spent an hour in CVS yesterday having the pharmacist find a gummy vitamin without certain allergens among other helpful employees. 

Getting my steps in. Movement helps me physically, but the benefits to my mental health is awesome. 

Finding my inner child. Who knew buying more pens and classic legos could bring a smile. Thirty dollars well spent. I don’t know if a Chanel purse could do that right now. 

Your prayers and love for me lift me so high. Thank you for honoring me with your time and support. I will never be able to repay the blessing it is to be loved by you. 

Love yourself and one another. 

Really revealing

 Right now, my body is a chameleon. Feels great one day. Meh the next. Pain the next. I’m not complaining, I’m just mentally taking each day as it comes. My words make not pretty like Swan Lake. I’m in battle mode. Fight when I must. Rest when I can. Goods not ridding me of the mountains, but fortifying my ramparts. I’m just asking for prayers. It may become a daily occurrence I heard a pastor say I needed to surrender the outcome, the process and the timing. This one statement has shaken me in the best but hardest way. I have always asked why. I may have an answer, I may not, but with each day the spark grows with increasing intensity. 

Jesus 

Be near

As the

Flames

Surround me

Surrender into

The only 

Equipped 

To handle 

My needs

Questions

 What is making you smile?

Any last minute vacations?

What are you making?

Tell me anything random about you?

Have a blessed day. 

Mantra

 Breathe

Release

Surrender 

I may have 

To do this 

Repeatedly 

Today 

Sunday

 May your 

Day be

Full of rest

And quiet

Reflection