The greatest exercise of faith is believing when everything within you is telling you not to do just that. I am learning in earnest that pain is sometimes necessary, and that alone is painful to type, yet alone accept. Acceptance is a process. I want instant results. I must learn delayed gratification. It must a constant prayer, a sincere request to let God's will be mine as well.
God Bless,I can only hope through this pain to be a blessing and give God the glory!