What gives you happiness these days, gives you joy? I can say that just smiling these days is giving me joy. Faking it until I make it. One place that brings about a true smile is being in church. There is nothing greater than that joy. Being in a place where I feel my presence is truly valued, whether that be from the human ones or from the Godly One is a welcome one. It's where my heart can be true, yet broken. Last night, I felt humbled, yet unchained from the sin and despair that has encapsulated me. I want to live life. I don't want to be in fear of life.