Monday, February 17, 2014

What I fear

While I try to project optimism, I am pessimist.  When Dee posted a comment on the blog post " Food for thought", it gave me a grin, and then panic.  What she wrote, is classic me.  I worry about the future so much, I can't fully enjoy the present.  Viewing my disability as a strength, that may take a while.  Sometimes, I really do love the person I see in the mirror, even if you don't hear me admit it, but mainly I see the flaws, and I pick myself apart.  It's an ugly habit, I know.  I sin everyday, when I worry, and am anxious.  I feel like a bad person, even though I am not.
Learning to be kind to self is an ongoing journey into or onto discovery.
God Bless,


  1. We all do this Rue... we just need to work on our outlook daily. We are not perfect, nor were we meant to be on this earth...