Sunday, January 21, 2018

Revelation

This morning I listened to Elevation Church's Steven Furtick sermon, and my soul cried. I've always known. I always knew I'd be different.  I always knew I'd face obstacles. I always knew I'd always have to make lemonade. Today I learned that my perspective was as wrong as my perception. A pastor once told me "you're special, God is all over you. You know your calling, it's just not the one you want."  I surrender.  God, here I am. Cerebral Palsy, I surrender. You are the gate. This statement of definitity says it all. "It was determined before it was discovered."  The light bulb has gone off. "In every purpose is a promise". Cerebral Palsy has been and will always be a part of my story, but it doesn't have to be my story. I have let the world determine everything about me thinking God had stopped. God didn't stop. I did. I stopped believing the purpose and the promise. I waved the white flag of surrender, but the wrong one. I let my joy be robbed. I let my faith bend. I let it go. I prayed, but those prayers had no faith. Folks, I'm flawed, but my God is not.

14 comments:

  1. We all have flaws...it is just that some flaws cannot be seen with the naked eye. God understands~

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  2. Beautiful post!! We are all flawed, but you are right...God is not. Have a great day!! Big hugs :)

    Lisa
    A Mermaid's Crafts

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  3. This was inspiring to read Regina.

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  4. I'm so very grateful this light bulb went off. I decided long ago never to let my illness define me and I'm so glad to hear you realize the same. It opens a million doors filled with light.

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  5. God defines us. Beautiful post, Regine.

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