Any prayer requests?
Tell me what your heart feels?
Tell me your wins?
In Your Prescient and Providential nature, I start a new journey. I will look for the opportunity to learn and to trust. My soul rests in the knowledge of who You are, not in who I am. As I rest my heart and exhale. I let go. Hold me. Surprise my sensibilities. Change is not to be feared, embrace it. Riding the waves of fear that release the freedom to believe. Activate the faith of the forefathers. My spirit rises to meet the moment.
2 Timothy 1:7
What did vacation teach me?
I’m being taught that waiting is a worthwhile pursuit. I’m learning that people want to connect. They want to help you. They will see your heart. They want to love you. Let them. I’m learning that I’m more than capable. My heart loved Nantucket, my soul was Martha, my mind a Hyannis. What troubled my heart at the time becomes the memory I most treasure. I miss riding the ferry everyday. It gave my mind and body two hours of forced rest just watching the ocean. I’m still pinching myself. God is good even when I am not. Nature is the only salve that always reminds me of where I stand.
The waves
Lull me
Into a slumber
Until waves
Lash the
Jetty rocks
Woods Hole
The ferry
Trying to hold
It’s own
As this human
Begged for
Ginger ale
My vacation was one I will never forget. It amazes me that last week I was on Cape Cod, Nantucket and Martha’s Vineyard. The location was pure fairy tale even when life isn’t. I kept telling myself to be pinched. I couldn’t believe this was my reality. I’ve come back with plenty of seashells and sand in my purse that I don’t want to clean out. I’ve eaten more lobster in every form. Every bite left me to imagine if my fantasy matched the reality. As I took in God’s creation, my breath got caught, my eyes amazed. The teal and turquoise waters crashing against golden sand will be etched forevermore. With each step, I fell in love with the Creator who exceeds my expectation, and says look. My soul rejoiced when my mind could not. I will say that on vacation, anxiety, still visited me. I needed to feel that ocean air, soft sand, massage those seashells to realign. Different locations teach different lessons, but they all come back with the same message. God is everywhere and in everything.
Back from Cape Cod
Ate more lobster
Than one should
Rode more ferries
Walked beaches
And saw
God’s creation
Putting on a show
Thank you for all the concern shown. I took a week off for vacation. I’m back. I’m tired, but very happy. I’m full of contentment. How are you all? I missed you. Fill me in. Regine
Let it go
Three words
I don’t like
Because it signifies
The thing
I want most
Is the one
Thing
I can’t have
The power
Is within me
To worry
Or praise
God is faithful
My faith
Needs actions
Not words
Challenging myself
To find the beauty
Where it is
All around me
Tell me your wins for the day
Picked vegetable
Well water tastes so good
So many pen pals.
Your turn
Brought to tears
To know
I’ve never
Met you
But you
Love me
In a way
That moves me
That you desire
For my dreams
To be realized
And for hope
To spring eternal
You humble me
Leave me wondering
If how you love me
Is how God
Wants us to
Love each other
I’m having to trust
Trust His Goodness
Trust when the anxiety
Sets in
Trust His Will
Is better than mine
Enjoy the day
Not wish it away
Knowing when
To stop fighting
And surrender
Any prayer requests?
It’s early morn
The music plays
As I string
Along a thought
Hoping it resonates
Dreams
Keep me ticking
Keep me going
When I want
To quit
The desires
Of my heart
Defy gravity
And a constellation’s
Shine
Happy Monday my friends.
On my mind
This morning
I need to practice
Positive thinking
And being content
In every circumstance
God
Renew
My mind
Purify my heart
Cleanse me
And let
Your Will prevail
It’s the Lord’s Day
You are to be revered
Glorified and Praise
Tell me your wins for the week
What made you smile
Made you think
Hit the ground
Praise God
And say
Amen
I am recovering slowly. In addition to hurting myself, I had to increase the amount of medication I was receiving. It’s an adjustment. I’m glad to have a choice. It’s an honor to get older. I never want to forget that. It is a privilege to learn. It’s a pain to wait, but if that’s the price, I will pay it. God Bless you all.
Regine
Acceptance is love
Love is acceptance
And once
It builds roots
It frees the soul
To move
The heart
To breathe
Yesterday
At my pump refill
I got instructions
Slow down
I hurt myself recently
Trying to run
To get the door
And if I heard
Many times
They can wait
You’re straining your body
And not bouncing back
Accept the limitations
I’m not superhuman
I’m Regine
And that will
Have to do
If I don’t visit you all
I’m sorry
Sitting for too long
Is painful right now
I’m not admitting losses
I’m just acknowledging
The truth I’ve always known
But chose to subvert
It’s my
Mom’s birthday
Today
Could you all
Say Happy birthday
She said
She wanted nothing
Being alive
Is more than adequate