Tuesday, September 26, 2017

The bell

Somebody asked me this morning, what was upsetting me. This may not be something you want to read. Every so often I get my bell rung. Not in the traditional sense. Yesterday I had an experience that reminded me why I fight. I don't want to is no longer a viable option. Why does a person's simple mistake enrage me?  Ask. As a disabled person operating in an able-bodied world, sometimes simple mistakes cause me complications I can't fix on my own. Any trying to explain why each time is trying my every nerve. And when simple mistakes keep happening, I'm at a loss for nice words. I have a feeling I will be told that this happens to us all no matter who we are. However,  when you live in a world that gives an impression that you are substandard, it's hard to just hear the "sorry". Maybe, I'm looking at it wrong, but we no longer seek compassion, discourse and humanity.


  1. I'm not disabled but I do have health issues that have slowed me down...a lot. We just have to do what we have to do and if the world passed us by, so be it. One thing for sure, God is always with us. Hope you have a great day.

  2. We all have 'our own path' and we are all different yet similiar
    and I do have my moments of rage ~ I am learning to let most of it go but it is not always easy ~ Be gentle with yourself and remember most people are good and don't realize what they are doing ~ You are a unique, beautiful person ~ sending lots of love and peace to you ~ ^_^

    (A ShutterBug Explores)

  3. I'm so sorry, I'm not disabled but I have chronic fatigue, worn out adrenals, low energy and am a highly sensitive person on top of it. I have been judged in the past by some and even been told to lighten up on eating choices that affect my health major and immediately. Holidays at the inlaws are not pleasant as they make no provision. One of my daughters has had horrible health issues and has been treated horribly as if people don't even believe her.

    "People can be so cold," as James Taylor wrote in his song, "..they'll hurt you and desert you, they'll take your soul if you let them... So don't you let them."

    May we all be able to say, "You just call on my name and you know wherever I am, I'll come running..." I hope this is true of the Christian blogging world as well. And I hope that you will remember that God is already there with you even if it feels like no one else is.

    Be kind to you and "Don't you let them".

    It must be very difficult for you Regine but let me tell you, you are a Blessing.

    Blessings to you and prayers from me, ~Amelia

  4. Hang in there Regine! Sending you positive energy.

  5. This is a very honest and sincere post. I think everyone has their own issues in life and you will get through yours!


  6. Thanks for visiting my blog today. I'm sorry you had a rough time with someone or something. I echo the words of your friends above. Continue to be strong as your post tells me you are. Hugs.

  7. Regine, you are in my prayers and I do hope that these mistakes that are coming your way will lessen. You are special.

  8. I think many people don't know what they say. They are not sensitive enough to feel with other persons.
    Lovely greetings,

  9. Hang in there! =) I know it is hard, but sometimes we have to ignore these kind of people/comment because they are the problem not us.

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  10. Sorry you have to go through this but faith and strength will keep you going.

  11. You're right. It does happen to everyone but it doesn't make it any less worse or personal -- and I'm quite sure it's compounded by disability. I would think that would make it far harder to deal with. I'm so sorry you have this on your plate right now. I hope things can level out a bit.

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