Thursday, May 30, 2019

Wednesday, May 29, 2019

go

I need to feel
Acknowledge its there
Let it go
And try again

Tuesday, May 28, 2019

Possible

Tortured soul
Impatient one
I see
You
In the mirror
Crying out
To be seen
Heard and understood
Realizing that
may not be
Possible

Friday, May 24, 2019

Fun

One food you can't buy because you'll eat the whole box?

Thursday, May 23, 2019

Right now

I was asked why my posts haven't been in depth, long posts. A part is laziness. A part is not wanting to burden the world with the thoughts weighing on my soul. I'm not up for the answers of not being grateful or lacking perspective. I'm lacking the filter of not giving a darn. I care too much. I overthink. My response might be a simplistic one, but I'm not handling criticism from others or myself well at the moment. I'm in survival mode. I need to live. I'm figuring that out.
So I'm wanting saccharine to fix a bitter problem.

Thursday, May 16, 2019

yes

Being still
Being grateful
I struggle
With both
Breathe
Remember girl
If you
Can
Do
Just that
You've achieved
Your objective

Pick

Philly cheesesteak
Gelato
Chips and dip

Wednesday, May 15, 2019

Learning

Last week I saw some things in myself I liked, and some things I didn't. Travel has a great way of teaching you what you thought you knew and what you are learning.  Travel, the investment that keeps giving.

Monday, May 13, 2019

Philadelphia

I just got back from Philadelphia.
Hits: Museums and Food
This trip was an exercise in growth and letting go. When I travel, I learn my strength, my limits and my ability to keep asking for help. I lost track of how many times I had to be humble and ask for help. I realize we all want to be wanted.  I realized I have to smile more.

Friday, May 3, 2019

Thank you

Thank you
Lord
For your blessings
Love and
Sustaining
Wisdom
Grace and power

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

Trust

Trust you
I'm always
Anticipating
The worst
Let me trust
My heart rest