Listening to a sermon today that hit me right in the heart. I’ve always wondered if the regret of the past would haunt me, but after this sermon, I’m finally at a place where I can see the past for what it was. God knew when He made me that I would always bloom late. Later than even I thought possible. It’s taken to my early forties to fully understand that surrender isn’t bad. Blooming late isn’t bad. Acceptance that comes later isn’t bad, as long as it comes.
Trust me when I say God knows what I want. I’m not shy about voicing it. The fact is God knows what I need. I have to trust that He knows what I don’t. I don’t like waiting, but it is my season. It’s one of the most painful seasons, but one of the most productive. I can no longer do what I’ve done, and expect different results. Starting fresh is scary, but almost refreshing. I’ve been unburdened. This is the best gift.
I will succeed. I will fail. I will understand that the journey is reward alone. Equip me Lord. Strengthen me Lord. I don’t know what comes next. That is the beauty of faith. To keep going in the dark awaiting the light.
Love yourself and one another.
Pray without ceasing, Regine
Amen
ReplyDeleteThe past is the past, we learn from it, or we don't, I know from experience. We have to accept what is for us, we can't escape it. We have to go through it. A pessimist? Nope a realist. I've learned. I'm so glad you are at peace with things Regine. It's a difficult lesson for us all. Hugs to you, my friend. x
ReplyDeleteI love when a sermon leaves us changed!! Praising God with you, Regine!
ReplyDeleteThis is a great lesson, darling! Happy Sunday 💋
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CC
That's a great lesson! And just like flowers, God has us all bloom at different times! That's what makes things beautiful.
ReplyDeleteI like how you have been able to apply the sermon - instead of just hearing it, you understand it. 🙏🏻
ReplyDeleteCheers to sermons that make you feel so deeply. You are such a strong and brave soul. Love you.
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And I feel the older you get, the less people notice when you've bloomed ;) Hang in there and take care of you!
ReplyDeleteI love those sermons that hit my heart. Hope your week is wonderful to you. Hugs and blessings, Cindy
ReplyDeleteThat is so true.. that is what faith is. Be well.
ReplyDeleteAmen! Isn't it just like a light to the heart when you understand something God is trying to tell you?
ReplyDeleteBlessings,
Betsy
Love this post. It took me a while to let go of the past. When i did, it felt so good.
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Great to read, Amen
ReplyDeleteGod Bless. Stay well _ ()_
There is always God's light at the end of every tunnel. Press on!
ReplyDeleteYou go girl!
ReplyDeleteIt's comforting to know that even when we don't get what we want, God is giving us what we need. So glad you're finding acceptance <3
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