Gratitude

 My words escape me today

I’m just grateful today. I don’t have any conclusive answers yet medically, it’s frustrating, but I have to trust. 

I’m enjoying physical therapy. I never thought I’d say those words. I feel human again. My muscles are activating. I’m getting there. I didn’t know my mental health would be helped so greatly is beyond what I can explain. 

Knowing my body can work and does is a relief. 

I’m enjoying simple pleasures. Sending snail mail. Receiving it too. 

To know I’m as loved as I am leaves me in tears. I may not have answers, but in my wait I’m being shown a grace and mercy I’ve not understood. I’m also giving it to myself. 

I’m also grateful for wonderful access to medical care. It’s an awesome privilege, one I don’t take for granted. 

Please treasure your health. 

Love yourself and one another

thank you

 Jesus

Thank you

For clarity

Amidst an

Uncertainty

That is currently 

My residence

What would 

Once be 

An impediment

Is now

A blessing

In disguise

Thoughts

 What are you dreaming of?

What is on your Christmas list?

What makes you happy?

What are you eating?

A vacation

On my Christmas list:  snail mail, gift cards, magazine subscriptions, unexpected miracles

My dogs. All of you

Protein shakes and rice and veggies

Heart

 My soul is tired

Restore me

In a human

I can recognize 

I don’t know

What to pray

Anymore

I guess

We go back

To thy Will

Be done

On Earth 

As it is

Heaven

Me

 In this morning

Let me rise

And be expectant

Of the goodness

That awaits me

Thanks

 Thank you Lord

For your love

Protection

And care

This Sunday

May I be

Grateful

Thankful and

Still

Friday

 Grateful for improving health

Grateful for your prayers

Grateful for your support

Loving finding joy in new spaces and places. Love one another and yourself. 

Bless you all