Happy Halloween loves. It’s been thirteen years since the beginning of R’s Rue. I can’t explain how this space of the Internet has saved me. It’s been a home of discovery, brutal honesty yet a hope I have no words for. I have to have some tests run soon. I’m nervous but trusting God. I promised I wouldn’t cry, but here I am crying. Thank you for your consistency in loving me. A person the world doesn’t validate or understand. Thank you for giving me for so many years what I couldn’t give myself.
In thirteen years
You continue to
Give me
What I struggle
To give myself
Love
