Thank you
For this day
To love
And be loved
Letting Him handle my overactive and overwhelmed mind today.
Loving popcorn
Unexpected gifts
Unexplained joy
Pilates
My body is vacillating between utter pain and bearable discomfort. Someone one said disabled have a painful tolerance that seems not human. I’m having to agree these days. If I don’t reply to all of you I’m sorry. I’ve either become one with a yoga mat, massage gun or heating pad.
In Church today, I usually am emotional. I can’t pinpoint the exact reason, I almost made it through the entire service, alas during a particular song I let out the most unladylike sobs. It was during that after I had realized something so profound. He had revealed an answer to me after almost thirteen years. Almost the length of my blogging journey. Giving you a preview here before I continue on The Rue.
It goes in the deepest parts of a faith journey. Most of which I’m not proud to admit. I just want you to see Him through me. I let the world tell me I just had to manifest what I wanted like some famous folks. Manifesting in total opposition to Christ following for me. If it works for the world, I’m happy for you. God had to tell me, manifesting is using your strength to make a favorable outcome for yourself. That takes ME out of the equation, and I won’t have you chasing idols to make you happy, but not fulfilled.
Head to rkrsrue.blogspot.com for more.
Nobody knows
My name
But as
Long as
Yours is
It’s the goal
Not a celebrity
To love
Hate
Or worship
Rather just
A human being
Wrestling
With my
Own sin
To contemplate
Yours