Life can shock you, amaze you. God is laughing right now. I always have what ifs in my mind. It's fear. I've been ruled by fear for so long, I don't know freedom. I'm embracing the fear. That may be the only way I taste freedom. I haven't embraced fear, because I haven't wanted to accept its existence. I hide. I don't want you to see the pain. I've locked it all up for safe keeping. I want to control everything even when I don't have it. I'm a prideful, private person. Here I try to let it go.
We all have fears, if that helps!
ReplyDeleteIt's amazing how when you let it go and open it up, you find far more freedom. I've been there.
ReplyDeleteFear has tormented man from the beginning of time. I have always thought of it as a survival instinct. Without fear we could grow careless. I may be wrong in the way I'm thinking 💮
ReplyDeleteI think it's almost easier to hide fear than accept and share it.
ReplyDeleteCheers to sharing your fears!
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I have always tried to find a balance - but it's easier said than done. Big hug on taking the step to let go.
ReplyDeleteA certain level of fear is prudent, but it is so easy to let fear rule our lives. I too have been a slave to fear, but I now have trimmed it back to healthy "caution" when it's necessary. Sharing fears is helpful -- well done for your honesty.
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ReplyDeleteFear can definitely inhibit us, but sometimes it's important. I enjoyed reading your words.
ReplyDelete... we all have fears that we have to face from time to time.
ReplyDeleteAll the best Jan