Tuesday, May 30, 2017

Fear

Life can shock you, amaze you. God is laughing right now. I always have what ifs in my mind. It's fear. I've been ruled by fear for so long, I don't know freedom. I'm embracing the fear. That may be the only way I taste freedom. I haven't embraced fear, because I haven't wanted to accept its existence. I hide. I don't want you to see the pain. I've locked it all up for safe keeping. I want to control everything even when I don't have it.   I'm a prideful, private person. Here I try to let it go.

12 comments:

  1. We all have fears, if that helps!

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  2. It's amazing how when you let it go and open it up, you find far more freedom. I've been there.

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  3. Fear has tormented man from the beginning of time. I have always thought of it as a survival instinct. Without fear we could grow careless. I may be wrong in the way I'm thinking 💮

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  4. I think it's almost easier to hide fear than accept and share it.

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  5. I have always tried to find a balance - but it's easier said than done. Big hug on taking the step to let go.

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  6. A certain level of fear is prudent, but it is so easy to let fear rule our lives. I too have been a slave to fear, but I now have trimmed it back to healthy "caution" when it's necessary. Sharing fears is helpful -- well done for your honesty.

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  9. Fear can definitely inhibit us, but sometimes it's important. I enjoyed reading your words.

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  10. ... we all have fears that we have to face from time to time.

    All the best Jan

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