Honestly, it took going on vacation to get me to enjoy life. I'm so focused on what could go wrong, why things I earnestly want haven't begun to appear, that I forgot to enjoy the now. I constantly live in what could be, and get upset when what I want doesn't happen when I want it to. I actually took time to savor food, friendship and the world around me. I will have days where I go back to my thinking, but I want to enjoy the now.