I’m unhinged
And I know
It’s because
I’m fearing
Something I
Can’t control
I’m having
To remember
The Father
Has me
When I
Can’t see myself
What are your wins this week?
I’m grateful for the mustard seed. It’s there because progress is being made
The tears fall, and I let them
Renewal is new every morning
Fall apart
Broken
Cracked
Let it all
Out
The only way
To freedom
Lies in truth
Get used to
Uncomfortable
It’s the only
Answer
With any proof
I write
But am rarely ever
Happy with the product
That is produced
That will have
To suffice
Jamming out
In pj’s
Listening to music
Hoping the coffee
Kicks in soon
Have a beautiful day
Love yourself
And each other
Reality
The backwoods of Carolina
Looking out the frame
Of dew and green
Knowing life is sweet
Because of another’s sacrifice
And yet my mind
Woke up in Positano
Dreaming of limoncello
And ocean breezes
Wherever I am
La Dolce Vita reigns
Because God is within me
And I’m surrounded
By friends like you
The rain falls
And I grin
Because
Water is precious
And the Lord
Is providing rest
With every drop
What are you grateful for today?
Today is a new day. Lord, I have the words, but nothing feels right. Your children need you, whether I’m willing to admit it. Surrender is all you wanted, and I’m obliging. Readers, lift up each other. Love you all.
Didn’t get news I wanted at the doctor, but growth is taking in stride. I’m realizing what want is not always best. You don’t get to choose. You just trust. It’s the first time, I didn’t have high blood pressure due to anxiety. Making the choice for peace. I didn’t realize, I consciously surrendered for the first time in my life. It feels good. I will grieve later, but right now, I accept. The psychiatrist was right. The Serenity Prayer. The answer that is true when all else may not be.
