Quick update.
No service still. Missed church to wait on someone to show up. My patience is fried. I would name this company, but I want my service restored. Pray for me. And to think I didn’t want to fight or do battle anymore. What sweet yet delusional thinking.
I could write a book on corporate dysfunction. Lord, hold my tongue. I’ve already laced enough expletives to need time in confession.
I’m tired. I heard it said: ‘All frustration is borne out of unmet expectation’. Bullseye.
I turned on cellular for a moment to post. I’ve been without internet for a few days. Don’t know how much longer it will be. This experience explains why we don’t like corporations. People don’t take pride in their work. Don’t even ask me how they treat the disabled. Gave them the short version. They don’t care. They don’t care about rural America. On a brighter note, you’re all very loved.
Have a beautiful day.
Regine
Happies
Learning I don’t have to argue with people. I don’t need to prove a point. I’ve got a bigger calling than crave a high being right.
I’m running on fumes right now. My body is right now a mixture of strength training and stretching to stay loose.
I’m keeping myself grounded on the Word. The minute I depart I start feeling insecure.
I’m enjoying stopping by my favorite boutique where the owner and I have spirited chats while trying on new pieces. I get to be a model. 😂
I’m enjoying the simple pleasures. A new flavor at the coffee shop. Reading the newest magazine on the newsstand. Buying the newest pen. I’m amassing a collection.
The US Open tournament. Wish I were there. In the meantime, Vamos Carlitos.
The Rock
The Savior
Of a soul
In need
Of 24/7 surveillance
To rid my
Heart and mind
Of cynicism
In a world
That operates
In a shade
Of grey
Lacking nuance
Logic
Reason
The ability
To think critically
Or have faith
In something
That can’t
Be explained
Lord
Show up
Show up
Because I
Know You
Are real
But the
World
Now deifies
People
Places
And Things
The only
Time
You’re desired
Is when
Bottoms
Are falling
And our
Hearts shatter
At the cruel
World
We thought
Would
Save us
Until it didn’t
With each day I’m reminded of the immense privilege I’ve been given. God provides all for our good. I’ve had to learn continually learn that patience isn’t punishment. Waiting is not an inconvenience. I’m having to understand the profound blessing on my life, in my life to wait this long.
I’ve had to meditate on Scripture. I’ve had to let His Word be the only Guide I follow. I’m having to relish being fully reliant on God. Honestly, I’ve hated it. Now I’m having to learn what I can’t stand.
Oh how the mighty have fallen. These are painful lessons shared so you don’t have to repeat my mistakes. Don’t learn the same lessons.
Monday
You’re here
Again
I choose
Not to fear
But praise
As God
Is too
Good
To succumb
To a doubt
That doesn’t
Need an
Entertained audience
