I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. This can be a dangerous thing for me. When life forces you to make changes you didn't want to make yet. Or being happy for others' happiness. I feel like a terrible person right now. On one hand I am outwardly happy for them, I really am, but silently wondering when my time will come. I guess this is progress when you can admit what about yourself what you really don't like. The song says "I find you when I fall apart." I don't know the artist right now. As another song says, "I'm coming to you open and broken." 2 Timothy is in my devotional today. "For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. 2 Timothy 1:7
I am using all of this to admit the parts of myself I would rather not bare. I know I shouldn't care what other people think, but I hope nobody hates me.
Truth will set you free. In this regard, I hope this cliche rings true.
Song pick of the day- "Forever Reign" by One Sonic Society