Tuesday, January 7, 2020

The truth

Anxiety
Trapped in
My head
Stomach aching
Heart racing
Trying to breathe
Break the thought
That ensnares my vision
The goosebumps
The chills
That snake
Their way up
Listening
To uplifting music
Because I'm anything
But lifted
I in a chaotic
Malestrom
That is nothing
Like that fuzzy
Warm feeling
I seek
And I can't
Continue to let food
Be my muse
When I'm caught
In the crosshairs

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  2. ((((HUGS))))) Just hang in there...we are here rooting for you. XOXO

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  3. "When I'm caught
    In the crosshairs"

    this sums up the anxiety and fear in the poem.

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  4. So accurate!

    xoxo
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  5. I'm caught in the crosshairs right now. This poem really speaks to me.

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  6. I am sorry you are feeling this way right now. I hope things look up.

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  7. Hang in there -- things (often) get better.

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  8. I can relate to this so much.

    Sending hugs!

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  9. This part is so true - "Listening
    To uplifting music
    Because I'm anything
    But lifted"

    Hang in there!

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  10. sounds like seasonal depression in a way. Music usually helps me.

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  11. Saying a prayer for you.

    All the best Jan

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  13. It sounds like anxiety, Regine. I hope you are feeling better today. I know what you mean about the comfort food. ; )

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