Monday, December 22, 2025

exhaustion

This morning was an exhausting one to say the least. I truly hope that none of you ever become disabled or need help. I don’t have the energy to rehash it. I just hope for humanity to not experience the indignity I have.  I guess it is an inconvenience for you. Walk in my shoes for one minute. I don’t know if you could. I no longer have the luxury to give the benefit of the doubt. Silver spoons are not available for me. I’m learning what to fight. I’m starting to wonder if it is a losing battle to educate. 
We want easy. Too bad, God didn’t give me a ride on Easy Street. 
I’m not sour. I’m realistic. The rose colored glasses shatter and shatter again. I don’t know which part of me is more exhausted. Is it the physical body or the mind. 
We all say we want a simpler time. I just want a time when we weren’t so self-centered or gave a darn. Truth is something we say we want, but can’t handle. God bless you  

12 comments:

  1. Jesus never promised us that our lives would be easy, but He did promise to be with us every step of the way. Blessings, Regine, and Merry Christmas!

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  2. I wish I could walk in your shoes just to see what you have to deal with. We need to empathize more and be as good a human being as we possibly can to our fellow human beings, and understand what others are going through. God Bless you too my dear friend. I wish you many more blessings in 2026.

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  3. ... and God bless you too.
    Sending big {{{hugs}}} across the miles.

    All the best Jan

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  4. I'm sorry you are going through this, Regine. I hope you have a better week. love you.

    ~Sheri

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  5. I wish I could help, my friend. I will pray, and let you know that we are here. Hugs.

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  6. Blessings and prayers. Sending you hugs for a good week ahead.

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  7. Stay strong, Take care.
    Prayers _ ()_

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  8. I know the feeling. Pain is pain and in that we can come to share it. I have spent a lifetime of trying to understand the "why" of life. There are few clear answers or understandings forth coming. It seems to be unending. I empathize with you and pray for your pain. May the good Lord be your strength and constant companion. God bless and keep you safe always.

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  9. I haven't been on my laptop much. I so wish you weren't going through these things. I wish I lived nearby for the days you might want to just sit around and talk. Sorry I haven't been here lately. I seem to have lost interest in my art and so never have much to post.

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