Struggle

 Struggling today

I know the answer

Surrender

But what

I want

Is not

And you

Know what

It is

Control

Plans

 How was your weekend?

Are you looking forward to summer?

Any summer plans?

Lord

 Lord

It’s me

I’m at you feet

Craving a hug

From the arms

That have strength

To give peace

To a people

Searching for a hope

That isn’t hinged

On good works

Love

 When I pray to surrender, I didn’t think it would work. It’s a gradual process. I don’t realize it’s happening, but it must. I feel lighter and happier. Acceptance is coming. For the first time, I have actual, genuine hope. I didn’t think I could do it. It feels amazing. Love one another. 

Questions

 What are you reading?

What are you eating?

What are you buying?

What’s making you smile?

Lord

 When you see me

I can only hope

You see Him

In me

At the doctor’s office today, I had to get a new prescription for PT. Let me say this:  What I once despised I know I now need. I’m not fighting it. My left knee is in pain. It will get better. It takes time. With breath comes appreciation. If you ambulate, consider it a blessing. I will walk with pain as long as I can walk. Love each other

Yes

 Let my fear

Fuel my future

Let hope

Drive me

To be a person

Who doesn’t allow

Circumstances

Dictate my reaction