Today

 Guide me 

In peace 

Let my fear

However irrational 

Leave me

As I 

Rest in

The power 

Of the 

Omnipotent 

Questions

 What is bringing you joy 

New friends, snail mail and a healthier sweet treat. 

What are you eating 

Cottage cheese with pineapple 

What are you reading 

A novel by Plum Sykes

Most used emoji 

💕

Favorite song 

Fire and Rain

James Taylor 

Amen

 Lord

What are 

You teaching me 

My every cell

Depends on you

As I sat

In Your pew

I realized

So much

I’m grateful 

To be

Loved so well

💕

 Thank you 

For your 

Prayers 

Your love 

And support 

It means 

More than 

You’ll ever 

Understand 

Look

 Surrender 

The most 

Freeing experience 

When coupled 

With truth 

The miracle 

Happens in real time 

No longer fighting 

Others’ opinions 

Finding hope 

In spaces

I’d never thought 

To look 

Mon Dieu

 The body 

Is at rest 

Grateful 

Doesn’t even 

Cover it

The ferocity 

And fierceness 

Of Your love 

Leaves me

Speechless 

Two

 Procedure Two done

It takes an army of medical professionals to keep me upright and pain free. It takes a team to find solutions so I can sleep. Today, I finally understood that there is not just one solution. I can’t have one without the other. I’m also acutely aware how blessed I am. 

I took for granted how well these medicines work. When they run low at the same time. This week has been an eye opener. 

It’s not only medicine. It’s stretching, exercise and other options.  It’s exhausting, but God’s doing this on purpose for a purpose. I’m learning that for God to give me what I want, I first have to accept what I need with gladness. 

Please count your blessings.