Thursday, December 5, 2019

The what if

Disabled
The pill
I swallow
Every day
The questions
That leave me
Sleepless
In a sweat
Worrying
What
The future holds

63 comments:

  1. Dearest Regine, I can't even imagine what you are going through. But remember the old hymn "Because He Lives". It's such a beautiful hymn and if you are unfamiliar with it, you can find it on YouTube.
    Praying for you dear one!

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  2. I am sorry you are going through this. Your poems really convey your situation in one we can all grasp to a degree. You are in my thoughts.

    Allie of
    www.allienyc.com

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  4. Ohhh, I'm sorry you are feeling that worry, Regine. Hugs and many prayers!

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  5. Just trust the One who knows the future. He's never let me down. I do hope you feel better if you are struggling with a cold too; not good when that happens.

    betty

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  6. I pray to god you conquer it (whatever it is.)

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  7. Hi Rue sending you love and hugs xx

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  8. What the future holds for us? Who knows?

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  9. Obrigada pela visita.
    Estou apreciando sua página.
    E, desejo saúde e bons dias.
    com abraços

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  10. I think everyone worries about the future.

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  11. I came by to return the blog visit and thank you for taking the time to leave a comment on mine. I wish there were a way to stop the questions about what the future holds.

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  12. nice to meet you, I pray for you that you are protected by God

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  13. Thank you for visiting my blog and leaving a comment. It's my pleasure to return the favor.

    It's sometimes difficult not to worry about what the future holds, but all we can count on for sure is the present. I've learned to make the best of today and let the future take care of itself. As our pastor used to say, "Let go, and let God."

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  14. I understand worrying about the future so deeply. I try to let go and most of the time can. But it can be hard.

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  15. espectacular ! Feliz fin de semana! ☃️☃️☃️

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  16. Thanks for your comment on my blog . .. my prayers are extended to you, too!

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    PB> thegirlwhodoesntexist.com

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  17. I have found worrying doesn't help or solve anything. Put those thoughts in a soap bubble and watch them pop. Don't borrow trouble.

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  18. Dearest R's Rue,
    Oh, those questions never end... and taking meds all have their side affects too. When I was paralyzed and had to be on Prednisone for more than 2 years, it sure ruined my kidneys. They only function now for 29% so I'm in stage IV, next will be the stage for dialysis. But we ALL can look forward to a better life after this and meanwhile savor every single day that comes our way!
    One more night in a warm bed, a roof over our head and food on the table. So many people don't even have that in this life...
    Sending you hugs,
    Mariette

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  19. Dear Rue...wrap those worries in a soft pink cloud and just let them drift away...you are worth so much more than these troubling things. You will pull through these tough times, I know you will!👍

    Sending you lots of love and supportive hugs ❤❤❤

    Have a good weekend xxx

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  20. I understand something real bad has happened - and you do not give up.
    Feel free to let me know, if that helps. Hugs from here...

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  21. Someone once told me ‘worry’ was my middle name. I plead guilty. Sending you positive energy and healing love.

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  22. Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you, not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. John 14:27
    Praying you can find peace and less worry in your life.

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  23. Being positive isn't always an option but do keep trying for the farther we descend into the abyss the harder it is to find our way back to happiness and hope 💮

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  24. Hello, I am a worrier and I know it is a waste of time. Sending my prayers and well wishes.

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  25. hoping things get better for you!!

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  26. None of us knows what the future holds and maybe that is good. Sending healthy thoughts your way.

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  27. That future thing is hard and scary. :-( Keep your strength.

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  28. I am learning to live in NOW. You never know there's a FUTURE out there, all we have is just NOW. Enjoy the life!

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  29. Thanks for visiting my blog. I love your poetry and I will follow you from now on

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  30. I know, it's hard but you have to always be of good cheer

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  31. Thanks for the heart in my blog. I don' t Know if you are a woman or a man.

    We don' Know the future, nobody Knows. Live the PRESENT!

    Hugs and good Sunday!

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  32. Thanks for visiting Buttercupland. Please stop by often.

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  33. We don't know what the future holds. Just take one day at a time and enjoy the present and the people around you. Place your future in the hands of the Lord because we have no control over the future.

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  34. Thinking of you darling and sending you positive vibes.

    xoxo
    Lovely
    www.mynameislovely.com

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  35. I feel your worry and anxiety, and I am sending you comfort and love.

    ~Sheri

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