Lord, it’s me. Another eye appointment. Another question to contemplate. Right now, I’m at a crossroads. At this point, I don’t have an answer. Do I find one? Is there a right one? Life is in a gray zone. I’m muddled in puddles of puzzles. The solutions fix the surface, but leaves the roots exposed. Nothing is ever easy. Is the lesson that everything takes work. Soul searching, body breaking and mind blowing work.