Thoughts

 I will never

Understand 

Why 

You 

Gave me 

Something

You don’t 

Plan

To rid me of 

Years ago 

I wrote 

The Blessing 

And The Curse

And right now 

My headspace 

Says the latter

Even if

I know 

I’ve been

Granted

More goodness 

Than I can 

Say

What is so

So big

That the blessing

Is worth the wait

Just trying to

To put 

Into words

What I can’t 

Begin to understand 

Much less explain