PT thoughts

 PT thoughts

It will take time. 

I will get frustrated

I will continue

This isn’t a race

If I thought I would hold a plank for 10 seconds. I did

This isn’t a search for perfection

I will have PT thoughts for awhile

PT

 PT this morning. Physically I’m okay. Mentally, it’s taking time. Everything is a process. I’m realizing this will now be a part of daily life. My body has never felt better. Why is it we fight things that are good for us. I’m fighting what I know I need. I’m not fighting it outwardly. I’m warring on the inside. I’m fighting what I can’t have. 

These are my daily thoughts. 

Are

 Love me

As you have

And remind me

Of Who 

I am

Within the

Arms

Of who

You are

Letting

 God

Your child here

Transform me

Remind me

Of your Will

Your timing

And letting go

And letting

You in

Rest

 PT lessons

I’m learning to rest

I’m learning my body

I’m loving my body

I’m not cursing what my body can’t do, but amazed at what it can do

In almost forty years, I’m learning and cherishing. What a gift. 

heart

Thank you for your prayers. I covet them. Pray I continue without complaint. Thank you. 

What’s on your heart?

PT

 After a few days of PT, here are my thoughts

The body can do amazing things. Even mine. I am being taught. My ego has been emptied. 

Let people help you. I will say it again. Let people help you. 

Pride will leave you as soreness replaces it

I’m exhausted but content knowing hope isn’t lost. 

I’ve never slept better

Depression and anxiety are still present. Lessening daily. 

I’m having to take on less. I can’t multitask. I shouldn’t be ashamed of this. 

Mind and body have become my sole focus

God sees me even when I don’t see Him. He is present. 

I hate being selfish, but again I can’t multitask. It takes almost all my energy to tend to my body right now. 

Love you all.