Tuesday, November 23, 2021

Thoughts

 I never realized how much mental agony I’ve been holding on to for this long. As much as I despise being vulnerable, I’m being set free. I’m being taught as I teach. I’m being unchained from the bondage of self-imposed secrecy of not being seen. Am I on the verge of tears. Yes. They need to be let out. It all comes back to trust. Do I trust You enough to let go, and give you the key. When I look on it, God has fulfilled my every desire, save one or two. Pray that I can trust with my whole heart. This is the closest I’ve been to total surrender I’ve been since I gave my life to Christ that April day. On this cold and clear morning, may my soul be warm and receptive. 

26 comments:

  1. Thank you so much for your sincere honesty. Stay brave!

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  2. Sending prayers dear Rue, you are an amazing person.

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  3. You are so honest and amazing person Rue. Lots of love! Wonderful and Lovely Post dear! xoxo
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  4. Beautiful. Sending prayers and good vibes your way. Have a Happy Thanksgiving!

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  5. It feels like warmth is returning to your heart and soul. Keep moving forward.

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  6. You're making great progress. A day at a time.

    Have a blessed day, Regine. ♥

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  7. Sending hugs & prayers to you. I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving.
    Tammy x

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  8. You are such a sweet person. Have a wonderful week.

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  9. All but one or two? Oh, my -- you are indeed a woman of good fortune. Thank you for all your sharing.

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  10. There are always up's and down's in the path, think that's what proves we're human. Don't be hard on yourself.
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  11. Happy Thanksgiving, Regine. I'm thankful for you.

    ~Sheri

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  12. It's hard to be open and surrender. I'm happy for you.

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  13. May you be blessed with much peace as you go through this journey

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  14. It is good to be free of such things

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  15. Strength and that everything works out!

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  16. I hope you stand strong and take care too. Hugs-Erika

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  17. Beautiful, darling! Happy Thanksgiving :)

    xoxox,
    CC

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  19. Your honesty is inspiring Regine, and your surrender a wonderful example of a life lived for God
    Stay safe
    Blessings
    Maxine

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