It's a New Year. This year has taught me many a thing, and I have learned how to truly trust without questioning. I have learned that while life is not fair, it can be rewarding. My only hope for 2015, is to continue to follow God, and be happy, no joyful doing such.
It is a privilege to follow You!
God Bless,
R
Wednesday, December 31, 2014
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Monday, December 29, 2014
What Jesus can do
I really don't like looking back, but 2014 was one that brought real life to my doorstep. It's amazing how two white looking athletic booties, ie braces can bring you to your knees. I'm starting to see what grace and gratitude are. It's that A word, we're getting acquainted. Has life kicked my ass, yes! I'm starting to love me, and it's quite a foreign concept to me. I have no more patience for asking why this, why that. I just need to be. Cerebral Palsy, will not be the death of me, it may just be what gives me life.
Thank you Jesus for Cerebral Palsy, for it makes me the woman I am.
R
God Bless,
Thank you Jesus for Cerebral Palsy, for it makes me the woman I am.
R
God Bless,
so reflective
In this Christmas season, I received a present: hope and joy. As I type this I am recalling times and situations when I received such. I like seeing the stuff people got this year, I really do, but when i think on the gifts I've received, it's the moments like these that get me the most.
Shopping with my sister
Having wine and a good dessert overlooking Charleston
It's having your nephew scream Gigi, him grabbing my hand
It's the unexpected gifts and phone calls from family.
Christmas joy,
R
Shopping with my sister
Having wine and a good dessert overlooking Charleston
It's having your nephew scream Gigi, him grabbing my hand
It's the unexpected gifts and phone calls from family.
Christmas joy,
R
Thursday, December 25, 2014
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
Monday, December 22, 2014
finding good
Folks, this season I've been a GRINCH. i have let the world and others make me happy or not, and frankly, if the world determines my happiness, I'm in trouble. God, in this season of your birth, I want to be like you in that you came to serve, not the other.
Help me to see life as a gift, people as a instrument to help me and not hamper or cause me pain.
God RESTORE TO ME THE JOY OF MY SALVATION!
R
Help me to see life as a gift, people as a instrument to help me and not hamper or cause me pain.
God RESTORE TO ME THE JOY OF MY SALVATION!
R
Friday, December 19, 2014
Thursday, December 18, 2014
looking back
it has come to me of how blessed I am. I was told yesterday that "Jesus must love me" It is a privilege, one that I hope I never take for granted. It's an tear-bringing thought to think that someone must think that Jesus must love me.
R
just as He loves me, He loves YOU!
JESUS LOVES YOU!
John 3:16
R
just as He loves me, He loves YOU!
JESUS LOVES YOU!
John 3:16
Wednesday, December 17, 2014
Tuesday, December 16, 2014
Monday, December 15, 2014
JOY
I went back to church this Sunday. I can only say a friend was a start in getting me there. Every time I came up with an excuse, my heart would keep saying yes.
The message has stayed with me, and I have a joy that makes me cry a tear that is ok to be there.
God is good.
God Bless,
R
The message has stayed with me, and I have a joy that makes me cry a tear that is ok to be there.
God is good.
God Bless,
R
Friday, December 12, 2014
Thursday, December 11, 2014
amazed
It's amazing how God works to humble us, give us grace. Give us everything. It's amazing.
Regine
Regine
Wednesday, December 10, 2014
I am weary, I am human
Folks, as the title suggests I'm exhausted. I need the love of The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit to surround me.
God be with you and me.
regine
God be with you and me.
regine
Tuesday, December 9, 2014
happy
Some days I wonder why You chose me! You give me all to me when I need what it is to give me.
Can't think!
Just blessed!
R
Can't think!
Just blessed!
R
Monday, December 8, 2014
Friday, December 5, 2014
Awed
Emotional today! Lord, I need every part of you to be with me today. Trying to meditate on who You are. I don't understand much, but I am so happy to know you love me.
I am grateful. This flawed human being is in awe that you can love me like You do.
R
I am grateful. This flawed human being is in awe that you can love me like You do.
R
Thursday, December 4, 2014
Wednesday, December 3, 2014
Tuesday, December 2, 2014
Monday, December 1, 2014
Friday, November 28, 2014
Thursday, November 27, 2014
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
Friday, November 21, 2014
Thursday, November 20, 2014
Christmas Spirit
how are you sweet friends?
had an eye appt. and it was enjoyable.
It got me in the Christmas Spirit?
what does it for you?
R
had an eye appt. and it was enjoyable.
It got me in the Christmas Spirit?
what does it for you?
R
a little lost
Going back to my old ways this morning. My attitude needs to change.
I'm praying to release my will.
I am a child of God!
God Bless,
R
I'm praying to release my will.
I am a child of God!
God Bless,
R
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
help!
I starting to enjoy life. Allowing God in makes it. At this point, I don't know what I want to share.
Help!
R
Help!
R
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
Encourage you
i am sitting here listening to Christian music thinking. Whoever God is making, i am slowly smiling. I am crying, because I have never thought that I could love the child of God that is Regine
R
R
Monday, November 17, 2014
Friday, November 14, 2014
The braces are working
the braces are working! I am so blessed. God has put good people on my path!
R
R
Thursday, November 13, 2014
Look!
I know this: Jesus makes my life matter. It's why I continue to do this. I am shocked at how this blog has given me so much. The fact that you read my words. I'm just a girl with Cerebral Palsy, who just prays you like what I write.
Frankly, grieving has become a necessary evil. I am not kind to self, never have been.
I'm not finding the words I want, but these will have to do.
For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world yet forfeits his soul? Or what shall a man give in return for his soul?
Matthew 16:26 English Standard Version
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Thank you vets
thank you vets for defending my right to pray and have my faith.
Thank you for all you do!
R
Thank you for all you do!
R
Monday, November 10, 2014
Friday, November 7, 2014
Thursday, November 6, 2014
how to deal with disappointment
I have a simple question. How do you deal with disappointment? Disappointment is a part of life, I get it. Sometimes, it's like I feel the need to be human, and feel disappointment. It's like if i feel human, I take God out, but right now everytime I try to take Him out, God comes back stronger.
Wednesday, November 5, 2014
Best blessing
It is a blessing when you can love without abandon, show your hearts, let down the walls because you know you can. And it's sad that I never understood the love of Christ until know. Braces, an object, is showing me how much I needed a love that I wouldn't give myself.
Sometimes our pain needs to be there. I hate showing pain. I need to be seen
R
Sometimes our pain needs to be there. I hate showing pain. I need to be seen
R
Trying to love
trying to love myself and others. Emotionally raw right now, and in a state where Jesus is the only answer for what ails me.
Love,
R
Love,
R
Tuesday, November 4, 2014
Monday, November 3, 2014
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Friday, October 31, 2014
Thursday, October 30, 2014
What's on your heart?
the blog that God has allowed me to have is two tomorrow, and I am blessed by the friendships I have made, the love and encouragement, and the fun i have as well.
It is a blessing, that all started with the encouragement of one of my greatest and best friends!
R
It is a blessing, that all started with the encouragement of one of my greatest and best friends!
R
Surrender
All these years i have fought surrender, and I guess I got tired of fighting. Surrender has been so freeing. As a friend told me, things will come when you've had enough. And I think it may be here now or soon. I'm tired.
R
R
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
?
I am awed by who God is. I am learning to hope again, starting to recognize joy, and to look at life with an optimism. I really at a loss. Words are not coming, but I just want to revel in it. I can't explain.
R
R
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
Blessed, what do you choose?
God has a plan for me even if I don't see it. Is it hard? Yes. I'm not good at this. Now I know why and what having faith really means. I am grateful for Lauren, a great friend to me. He places everything. Am I patient. Each day is a day to learn. Every day you live, you are given a choice. Right now, in this moment, I just want to live. And that is the biggest miracle. To live life without a plan, but one, to be in tune with His.
r
r
Monday, October 27, 2014
leg braces
tomorrow marks one month with braces. a little nervous...i hope that they can see improvement. but i do know that God knows everything. The braces are a blessing!
My life is a blessing, I am starting to see it. Acceptance, I don't know. Acceptance that I can see it, yes.
Baby steps!
R
My life is a blessing, I am starting to see it. Acceptance, I don't know. Acceptance that I can see it, yes.
Baby steps!
R
Saturday, October 25, 2014
Thursday, October 23, 2014
fun one
Making progress is all I can hope. So God THANK YOU!
a little fun
stickers or ribbon
glitter or glue
construction paper or poster board
ribbon or bowties
boots or slippers
R
a little fun
stickers or ribbon
glitter or glue
construction paper or poster board
ribbon or bowties
boots or slippers
R
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Pray with me
i need you Lord. The world needs you. Let me leave every unsavory thought and disappointment at your feet. Lord, you know I've had plenty, but I am here because of you, despite myself. You are todo which is to Everything!
R
R
Tuesday, October 21, 2014
realize the blessing
Lately, I am realizing my blessings and trying to appreciate them. Sounds so simple. All I can say is that God is REAL. Life, has not be kind or nice, or so I thought. I realize that He challenges those who meet them even when they think they cannot.
Return to me the joy of my salvation
Psalm 51:12
God Bless,
Regine
Psalm 51:12
God Bless,
Regine
Monday, October 20, 2014
Getting to know you
1. Name
2. Country of origin
3. Where do you live?
4. Favorite Drink
5. Favorite Food
6. Food your country is known for
7. Favorite word
8. the opposite to number 7
9. optimist, pessimist, realist
10. Joy, hope or love
regine
USA
South Carolina
champagne
pizza, simple quail, complex
different answer for different folks...
hope
why
don't know yet
hope
r
2. Country of origin
3. Where do you live?
4. Favorite Drink
5. Favorite Food
6. Food your country is known for
7. Favorite word
8. the opposite to number 7
9. optimist, pessimist, realist
10. Joy, hope or love
regine
USA
South Carolina
champagne
pizza, simple quail, complex
different answer for different folks...
hope
why
don't know yet
hope
r
Sunday, October 19, 2014
Saturday, October 18, 2014
me
I never knew how emotional I would be embracing a me, that I know not. I am crying tears. it feels like I've lost me trying to find me.
R
R
Friday, October 17, 2014
Thursday, October 16, 2014
fun post 2
greece or france
hugs or smiles
grammar or etiquette
social media or post office
CDs or ITunes
R
hugs or smiles
grammar or etiquette
social media or post office
CDs or ITunes
R
What's on your heart?
What's on your hearts? I don't know who or what I am anymore. The braces gave me a reality check. Since then, I'm lost and confused. I'm straddling fear, indecision, and what's my next move. I'm afraid.
R
R
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
not one of my best days
It's not one of my best days. Christ is not in me. But, it doesn't take much for Him to be there. He loves me too much not to remind me of His sacrifice.
and with that, I content myself with the fact that He is ALIVE AND WELL in me.
I'm sorry Lord, for you are greater than my discontent, my grievances. Temporary.
R
and with that, I content myself with the fact that He is ALIVE AND WELL in me.
I'm sorry Lord, for you are greater than my discontent, my grievances. Temporary.
R
Tuesday, October 14, 2014
Monday, October 13, 2014
it hurts
Acceptance is painful. And today, i feel it. Sure, part of me wants to lie to myself, but for some reason i can not make myself do it. do i wish i were more eloquent? yes, but i feel raw, and not too much good beauty.
R
R
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Saturday, October 11, 2014
learning
Walking on the treadmill with the braces on was an experience. I have adjusted well to the braces. it's amazing. the saying is true. i worn them(the braces) and you truly dont forget. you never know why stuff happens, but He the God of all creation is great. As I've said before, I took life for granted. if i could, i would beg you not to.
In these 31 years, it was only until two weeks ago, that I realized my lack of judgment.
tears are falling now.
Regine
In these 31 years, it was only until two weeks ago, that I realized my lack of judgment.
tears are falling now.
Regine
Friday, October 10, 2014
Loss
It is in life we find the things that really matter, we find that life is not fair, but it is ok. it's ok to feel. it's ok to not know. Two weeks and your life can be better, not in a conventional sense. My heart is crying, my heart is feeling. I have no luxury to deny, no luxury to ask. Answers are inconsequential. My filter is off, that's why I measure my words more carefully. With acceptance comes loss, and it's a loss I'm still mourning.
If you can, don't take for granted the simple things, like I did.
R
If you can, don't take for granted the simple things, like I did.
R
Thursday, October 9, 2014
Almost two years
it's been almost two years since the blog came to life, and I am beyond blessed!
Regine
Regine
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
la dolce vita
These past weeks have been some of the most painful yet humbling experiences of my life. The braces are making me make a choice. one to be ok, more than ok. its letting me shed the careful craftiness of a facade i curated so long ago, thinking i was normal.
let me tell you, normal no es mi. My heart knows pain, joy, heartache, heartbreak, joy again, suffering and redemption. I am not normal.
What i once wished for, God didn't grant.
i prayed for normal...i will never be that...
I AM HIS!
When I grow up what do I want to be, because normal is no longer an option
let me tell you, normal no es mi. My heart knows pain, joy, heartache, heartbreak, joy again, suffering and redemption. I am not normal.
What i once wished for, God didn't grant.
i prayed for normal...i will never be that...
I AM HIS!
When I grow up what do I want to be, because normal is no longer an option
perspective
Some days despite myself, I have a sadness I can't explain, but I am grateful to be alive and healthy.
R
R
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
Monday, October 6, 2014
Saturday, October 4, 2014
Friday, October 3, 2014
Thursday, October 2, 2014
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
Scared, but thankful
I got my braces today, and it was an adventure. The experience was humbling, shocking and awesome all at once. I was humbled. God knows what He does and is doing! It was an experience I won't forget. I just am blessed! So thank you!
Some days restore, some days just make us.
I can be mad, but it doesn't serve my purpose.
And frankly, i can't do it.
i have to laugh, for in laughter masks the tear.
and i am crying a tear of happiness now!
R
Some days restore, some days just make us.
I can be mad, but it doesn't serve my purpose.
And frankly, i can't do it.
i have to laugh, for in laughter masks the tear.
and i am crying a tear of happiness now!
R
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Monday, September 29, 2014
What do you think, thought
Some days, my hope is just to be proud of what I post. I hope you like, but should I not like it also.
Perfect is at it again! Argh!
R
Perfect is at it again! Argh!
R
just a thought(s)
No clue what to post about, but when in doubt, be grateful for what I have,and not just as assumed, granted, expected or anything else.
God Bless!
R
God Bless!
R
Sunday, September 28, 2014
heartfelt thank yous
This blog is a blessing! it's because of all of you! in the times, i feel i have nothing of worthiness, you all keep building me up. and i thank you for it has given me a smile when all i could muster was a tear. To all of you who give me a priceless gift, your time, thank you!
Regine
Regine
Friday, September 26, 2014
Thursday, September 25, 2014
I'm struggling
im struggling folks. I want perfection. I'm embarrassed. It difficult to even write a blog post. My will has taken over. I'm trying to fix me.
I have to go back to wearing leg braces. I'm finally letting myself acknowledge the pain. Have I let my body down. Have I let myself. Did I get lazy, complacent thinking I had defeated CP. I can't typr the word. Denial, I know.
I'm in pain. Right now, I am questioning writing such a scathing post. Looking at this realistically has kept me from letting myself feel the pain.
Finally letting the tears fall.
R
I have to go back to wearing leg braces. I'm finally letting myself acknowledge the pain. Have I let my body down. Have I let myself. Did I get lazy, complacent thinking I had defeated CP. I can't typr the word. Denial, I know.
I'm in pain. Right now, I am questioning writing such a scathing post. Looking at this realistically has kept me from letting myself feel the pain.
Finally letting the tears fall.
R
Wednesday, September 24, 2014
How ahhh
it is so nice when you can have a great day, and not know why until later.
It's all about learning to be full of thanks for blessings. How simple yet...
Be with us Lord!.
R
It's all about learning to be full of thanks for blessings. How simple yet...
Be with us Lord!.
R
Tuesday, September 23, 2014
stop thinking
Sometimes I just need to stop thinking, and let the faith I have be stronger. I am mere me, God is Almighty.
R
R
Monday, September 22, 2014
Revealing
I pray that He show you who He is!
Sitting here being still, basking in all I have to be thankful for, makes me cry tears of joy.
Acceptance of life and circumstance has been heartbreaking, yet fulling.
Crying now.
God Bless,
R
Crying now.
God Bless,
R
Friday, September 19, 2014
Thursday, September 18, 2014
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
Is it perfection, overrated?
the more i think, the more i realize life isn't perfect. the heart of man is shown when we not have a clue. my hope is that I'm worthy of the hope He has in me?
R
R
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
My heart
I realize I am becoming more forgiving, for I know something that let's me see life in a way I wouldn't have previously. Christ is with me, and certain and some things don't...what's a good and appropriate phrase for this?
R
R
Tears
Sometimes I wonder why God loves me so much. My mom is great and Godly. I don't know why I'm so blessed. I'm just grateful!
Some things I don't understand, but I just nod
R
Some things I don't understand, but I just nod
R
Monday, September 15, 2014
Fearing fear
I wish I weren't so scared. I wish I were bold. Or is there a reason, I'm me! Or is boldness require a certain disregard for fear?
Lot on my mind.
R
Lot on my mind.
R
Friday, September 12, 2014
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Hope because of a Cross
Smile: because I'm alive
I have hope
Family
Friends
A Heavenly Father
Why I am blessed, I can't understand why, but He is good!
Thank you.
R
My God
I'm thankful that my God blesses me. I'm glad He is on the throne. God is in my country. He's in my heart. On this day, let us delight in all that You are!
God Bless this nation of mine!
R
God Bless this nation of mine!
R
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Scared
I know I'm not not the only one, but I have a hard time waiting. I have a hard time keeping or rather letting the guards or walls down. I'm scared. In many ways, everything scares me.
God knows what I want, and honestly, I think I do too, but...
I'm so scared!
R
God knows what I want, and honestly, I think I do too, but...
I'm so scared!
R
What would you do?
Life is a gift, and for one, don't want to waste it.
Not taking it lightly.
Living takes on a new place.
In everything, let me let You emanate.
R
Not taking it lightly.
Living takes on a new place.
In everything, let me let You emanate.
R
Tuesday, September 9, 2014
Monday, September 8, 2014
Friday, September 5, 2014
Thursday, September 4, 2014
Wednesday, September 3, 2014
This is scary
Folks, this is scary! I'm afraid of being hurt. I'm scared of letting you see me. I'm afraid to show the scars, the pain. I read a quote a few minutes ago. It's one that is making me type this at the moment. Have I not fully accepted my disability, my beauty, my everything. Does letting you, where ever you are, scare me? Shitless! Would I love to be issueless, yes! Do I wonder if I can reconcile who I am in the mirror. Is it painful to admit, I love the Creator, but not His creation. I can't believe I'm doing this. When you read these posts, blessing overwhelms me.
R
R
Hug and a Prayer to you all
I had something profound to bring today, but then I realized I was worrying of how exactly I wanted to say it. So, profound has to come back another way.
God Bless, my friend,
R
God Bless, my friend,
R
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
In You
Hope rests in a heart that can appreciate the rainbow encased in the cloud. Hope is the smile through the tears. Hope is realizing how loved you are. Hope is everywhere, He is!
R
Reflection
God, I want to let your love be with me. I want to be filled with Your love. I want to be fully content, joyous. You know me, let me know you!
R
Saturday, August 30, 2014
Revere
Sometimes I just want to be grateful, so today is a day of living in the presence of His Everything!
R
R
Friday, August 29, 2014
Want to know
I don't give up often, even if I say that I will. It's not in my DNA, thanks Mom. But, is there a point where the best decision may be to do just that. Is there a way to lower standards for self without settling for mediocrity?
Honestly,
R
Thursday, August 28, 2014
Tired
I am exhausted. The summer has been fun. But I'm cranky, tired and irritable. I surrender. If you can handle the busyness,tip the cap.
Any tips?
R
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
Thinking
The temp is dropping and my heart's in a reflective mode. These summer months have seen me smile due to laughter, cry and just grateful.
How have you been?
How have you been?
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
Days of summer
Loving these days. It gives new grace. It's a hope mere people can't replicate. I have a gratitude, for who God made me.
Thank you, my Lord
R
Thank you, my Lord
R
Monday, August 25, 2014
Friday, August 22, 2014
Thursday, August 21, 2014
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Fighting myself
Do you ever feel like you are lost in all the "stuff" around you? Explaining your feelings is the least of the problem. Silence, not always best. Letting the cries just be, for I surrender. Here I am. Little me, Big You!
R
R
Tuesday, August 19, 2014
My heart is weak
I feel so weak. I am lost. My heart doesn't know what to feel. Sometimes, I am so frustrated, but I just don't want to cause a problem. I HATE complaining, because I know there are worse problems in the world. I need a makeover, and one a wardrobe, can't provide. I feel like this is complaining. But, it's honest, it's pure in that while I still care what you think, I am still typing. Just breathing now is a relief. It's when accepting our flaws, do we accept our humanness.
God Be with us,
R
God Be with us,
R
Monday, August 18, 2014
Look at it positively
Trying to be cheerful. I want joy to be around me. I want to smile,laugh and be joyous! Positivity needs to grace me.
God Bless y'all,
R
God Bless y'all,
R
Friday, August 15, 2014
Thursday, August 14, 2014
Wednesday, August 13, 2014
Decision
Decide to follow Christ with a heart that is grateful. Why is so hard to be grateful? I have a reason why, but it's not a good one. For me, it all comes to a choice. A decision that I make.
Being grateful. A whole hearted thing!
God be with y'all,
R
Being grateful. A whole hearted thing!
God be with y'all,
R
La vie
Seasons change, but I hope my essence does not. I needn't detest life or its circumstance. I need to just be. Eloquence is eluding me. I would apologize, but I shan't. God bless you all!
Return to me the joy of my salvation.
R
Tuesday, August 12, 2014
Sometimes you need a kind kick
Today I spent time with a great friend, and I must say I got laughs, constructive criticism in a loving way. We went shopping, but it was depressing. Nothing I liked,fit or was in my size. But it wasn't until I got home really that it hit. I was exhausted. Physically yes, mentally, you can only imagine. I realize I wanted my health back. I needed my confidence. The one who was proud of CP, and the conquering spirit. The one who enjoyed shopping more than eating. Am I ashamed to admit this? YES. Am I scared of what you might think of me? YES. And that is part of my problem. I care too much about shit that doesn't matter!
Will I conquer fear, love, self loathing and acceptance in a day?
I don't need to answer that. I know the answer, and so do you.
Pray for me, if you could.
God be with you and me,
R
Monday, August 11, 2014
Friday, August 8, 2014
Thursday, August 7, 2014
It's a struggle
I try too hard. I try too hard, and sometimes it hurts. I guess I'm seeking validation in others and it doesn't work. I'm not very patient. It hurts to list out your flaws for the world, but I need to acknowledge that perfection is not the goal.
Thanks for listening.
God be with us!
R
Thanks for listening.
God be with us!
R
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
Monday, August 4, 2014
Friday, August 1, 2014
A special day
It's a special day around here! Looking forward to lots of smiles and joy!
It's Birthday Friday!
R
It's Birthday Friday!
R
Thursday, July 31, 2014
Almost 31
The Birthday is approaching and I worried about posting such because it would be narcissistic, but then I thought, just don't think, post. I don't have 31 things, I've learned. I find learning isn't ever done. This is what I'm learning:
Things happen when they do.
You will be surprised.
You will be humbled.
Rome wasn't built in a day a day, and neither were you
You will fall
You will fail
Life will teach you to rise up
God bless and be merry!
R
Things happen when they do.
You will be surprised.
You will be humbled.
Rome wasn't built in a day a day, and neither were you
You will fall
You will fail
Life will teach you to rise up
God bless and be merry!
R
Wednesday, July 30, 2014
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Monday, July 28, 2014
What are you grateful for today?
I'm grateful for a heart that is open, allows tears to fall, friends that leave us with memories that make us smile. I'm grateful for my Lord is with me. My heart is alive with knowing that I'm present.
R
R
Friday, July 25, 2014
Thursday, July 24, 2014
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Letting God speak
Letting God speak. It's so hard to be still. It's so hard sometimes not to question. God has been testing me. I am having to have faith.
You?
R
You?
R
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Unworthy
God, thank you, for your love, grace and mercy. To be loved by you is the greatest honor of my life.
Jesus, you are Lord of my life.
God's blessings,
R
Jesus, you are Lord of my life.
God's blessings,
R
Monday, July 21, 2014
Friday, July 18, 2014
Thursday, July 17, 2014
Wednesday, July 16, 2014
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
Monday, July 14, 2014
Friday, July 11, 2014
Learning the hard way
Tearing up knowing that God loves me regardless of the days in which I ask why. When logic is useless and reason is not needed. Sometimes as the song says, I need to trust and obey.
R
R
Thursday, July 10, 2014
Wednesday, July 9, 2014
Humming along
Relaxing. Letting my mind wander. Had a thought-provoking post, but alas I forget it unfortunately. So I had just enjoyed a simple gift: watching it rain, then seeing sun again.
Prayer of thanks!
Prayer: to be thankful
I want to be thankful!
As Paul said, I have to learned to be happy in plenty and in lack.
God Bless,
R
I want to be thankful!
As Paul said, I have to learned to be happy in plenty and in lack.
God Bless,
R
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Monday, July 7, 2014
Soul of a man
The soul of man gets uncovered when least we expect it. When it does you appreciate it, for without realizing it, the gift you receive is beyond. As a writer, there should be a word...words. There are none. I am just without words.
Sunday, July 6, 2014
Friday, July 4, 2014
Happy 4th
Just wanted to wish you all a safe and happy 4th! Blessed to call these United States my home.
God Bless friends!
R
God Bless friends!
R
Thursday, July 3, 2014
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
Love
I never knew being Christlike would be so hard. Sometimes it's so hard to love like He did. He still loves, don't get me wrong. I guess that is why there is one Him and many of us. To what point do we give up our need to be right and give others the pass of " they know not what they do"?
Would love to know!
R
Would love to know!
R
Tuesday, July 1, 2014
Monday, June 30, 2014
Stopped fighting
Lot on my mind. Having to let go, let God take over. In all my humanity, I struggle, I'm frustrated.
My tank is empty, Going back to the One who can heal my broken pieces.
R
My tank is empty, Going back to the One who can heal my broken pieces.
R
Sunday, June 29, 2014
Friday, June 27, 2014
Thursday, June 26, 2014
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
Monday, June 23, 2014
Praise God
Praise God!
He is Good!
Sometimes I wonder and then I think...with God it's not necessary!
Be still and know that I am God!
R
He is Good!
Sometimes I wonder and then I think...with God it's not necessary!
Be still and know that I am God!
R
Saturday, June 21, 2014
Friday, June 20, 2014
Thursday, June 19, 2014
Love and blessings!
Very blessed! I may not have everything I'd like, but God will do what He does.
Any prayers, praises?
God Bless,
R
Any prayers, praises?
God Bless,
R
Enjoying life
Simple pleasures: planning a meal, being hopeful, smiling.
Proverbs 3:5:6
God Bless,
R
Proverbs 3:5:6
God Bless,
R
Wednesday, June 18, 2014
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
Monday, June 16, 2014
Saturday, June 14, 2014
Friday, June 13, 2014
Thursday, June 12, 2014
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
I'm beyond blessed
I never thought I'd be at a place where peace and joyousness could reside within me. The less I know, the greater my joy is. I'm wanting to live, eat that piece of cheesecake and revel in the smile of that little child who I call mine. Even if he didn't come from my womb. Jesus and the children, He had them come to Him. Understanding why now.
God Bless,
R
God Bless,
R
Monday, June 9, 2014
Friday, June 6, 2014
Thursday, June 5, 2014
Play travel agent
Want somewhere quiet, quaint yet beautiful. A place with elegant sophistication and antiquated culture.
Go!
R
Go!
R
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
Happy Birthday Mom
Today my mom turns 60! I have been given clearance to reveal her age. What do I say about a woman who has given me everything and more. When she gives me thanks for being her child, her best friend, all I want to do is thank her. God gave me a mom who would give me a love that no human could imagine. When I think of you, I see your grandmother. She lives in you, she lives in me because of you. She would be so proud. Life is better with you in it. Life is better because He sought to see that I call you Mom!
I'm glad to call you mine.
God Bless!
R
I'm glad to call you mine.
God Bless!
R
Tuesday, June 3, 2014
Have you ever?
Have you ever just woken up and been thankful. Thankful that when you're off, you can find life to be bright and worthwhile. Finding happiness and joy in the everyday beats darkness any day. Some days, I just have to stop and say Thank You!
God Blessings!
Regine
God Blessings!
Regine
Monday, June 2, 2014
Saturday, May 31, 2014
Friday, May 30, 2014
God Bless!
Today is a day The Lord hath made, I will rejoice and be glad in it. To Jesus be the Glory
R
R
Thursday, May 29, 2014
It comes down to faith
Do I have enough to say Father, here I am, your child? What a simple question.
Yes it is, My God is leaving me without words right now.
R
Yes it is, My God is leaving me without words right now.
R
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
My body the temple
I have realized as I try to get healthy, ahem who am I kidding lose weight, that I don't treat my body like the temple it is. I criticize it's lack of stamina and flexibility. I whine because it's not skinny. I whine about my big butt. I hate those calloused feet. I see the scars, and I thank God, and yet I wonder what would have been. I even wonder if my posts are redundant.
I then look at a well timed card, about faith and a mustard seed, and I can only smile a wry grin of yes, Lord, I believe.
And the apostles said to The Lord, "Increase our faith!" "If you have faith like a mustard seed, you could say to this mulberry tree, "Be uprooted and planted in the sea,' and it would obey you."
Luke 17:5-6
God Bless,
R
I then look at a well timed card, about faith and a mustard seed, and I can only smile a wry grin of yes, Lord, I believe.
And the apostles said to The Lord, "Increase our faith!" "If you have faith like a mustard seed, you could say to this mulberry tree, "Be uprooted and planted in the sea,' and it would obey you."
Luke 17:5-6
God Bless,
R
Monday, May 26, 2014
My heart is where you are
When I pray, when I leave my life in His arms, I see life in proper perspective. I am kind, yet resolute. I am realistic, yet long for a time filled with idealism. With God I can be anything!
R
R
Sunday, May 25, 2014
Saturday, May 24, 2014
Friday, May 23, 2014
Thursday, May 22, 2014
Grateful
Grateful for Godly friends with wisdom who encourage me, step on my toes, and make me glad to know them.
Thank you!
Thank you!
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
When reality stings
This week has been an interesting one. I keep deleting posts if enough people don't read them or comment. I feel lazy, not posting pieces I can feel good about. I'm wanting instant gratification. I am wanting to feel good. Misery loves company...I'm not miserable, I just want things the way I want them. Control, something I want restrains. Retraining my brain is a daily exercise. Thinking for me is not a good thing for me.
Not a proud moment. Reality doesn't bite, it just stings.
I know it doesn't make sense, but right now I know I just need to write.
Not a proud moment. Reality doesn't bite, it just stings.
I know it doesn't make sense, but right now I know I just need to write.
One thing
What one thing would you want people to be able to tell about you?
I am running the race Jesus gives me with a glad heart.
God Bless,
R
I am running the race Jesus gives me with a glad heart.
God Bless,
R
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
Monday, May 19, 2014
Friday, May 16, 2014
Thursday, May 15, 2014
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
Fun one
Based on what you eat with greatest frequency where should you visit
France
Italy
Mexico
Spain
Other
R
France
Italy
Mexico
Spain
Other
R
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
Monday, May 12, 2014
Sunday, May 11, 2014
Friday, May 9, 2014
Thursday, May 8, 2014
Seeing the light
Often in the past I wondered what my life would have looked life if I would have been born with Cerebral Palsy, and these days I can't imagine my life without CP. I have been taught what it is to live with a joy, a perspective on what compassion can look like. The why of life is becoming less important. The way of why I was made this way. I think I will always wonder, but the pain incurred has lessened. Putting the pain in words has given me an outet to let it all out.
Coming to terms with the thing I hated the most may be my greatest accomplishment.
God Bless,
R
Coming to terms with the thing I hated the most may be my greatest accomplishment.
God Bless,
R
Wednesday, May 7, 2014
Tuesday, May 6, 2014
Best thing about your mom
There are too many things, but I want to be like her.
R
The greatest thing she has given me is her love.
R
The greatest thing she has given me is her love.
Monday, May 5, 2014
Friday, May 2, 2014
Thursday, May 1, 2014
Praise the Lord
Too often I pray, but I don't PRAISE HIM enough! I just want to let Jesus know how good He is!
Filled with hope
I am filled with hope because I realize how blessed I am. I may not have all I want. I have all I need. I have a family, where I don't wonder if I'm loved. I have friends who are just well... Not enough good words. And as the song goes, "I don't have time to maintain these regrets when I think about how He loves us". Be blessed
R
R
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Monday, April 28, 2014
Sunday, April 27, 2014
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Wednesday, April 23, 2014
Tell me one thing about you
I will start. I listen to Christian music almost exclusively now. It's become habit.
GO!
R
GO!
R
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Monday, April 21, 2014
What do you do?
I don't know how to put this. How to be a Christ follower without shoveling Him down people's throats. I don't want to be self-righteous, but there is no denying Whose I am. Sometimes it's downright difficult for me.
R
R
Don't know what to write
My mind's gone blank. My heart is anxious. The hardest thing is to trust that TO Be STILL and Know HE IS God
Friday, April 18, 2014
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Monday, April 14, 2014
Friday, April 11, 2014
Friday
Sneakers or platforms
Jelly bean or Reese egg
Hunting or fishing
Smiling or smiling
Toes or fingers
R
Jelly bean or Reese egg
Hunting or fishing
Smiling or smiling
Toes or fingers
R
Thursday, April 10, 2014
Favorite international places
I gave some US options now for some international ones:
Aberdeen, Scotland
Auckland, New Zealand
African Safari, Kenya
Andes Mountains
Antarctica
R
Aberdeen, Scotland
Auckland, New Zealand
African Safari, Kenya
Andes Mountains
Antarctica
R
Thinking of places to go
Cherry blossoms in Washington, DC
High Line in NYC
Golf in Augusta, GA
History in Newport, RI
Beach in Charleston, SC
Which one is your pick?
God Bless,
R
High Line in NYC
Golf in Augusta, GA
History in Newport, RI
Beach in Charleston, SC
Which one is your pick?
God Bless,
R
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
My allergies are as stubborn as I am. My mom was reading something this morning and comparing a passage using different Bible translations. As I was was telling her my favorite translations I realized my own stubborn tendencies something I thought I was free of with respect to different translations. God works in His own way!
Humility,
R
Humility,
R
Monday, April 7, 2014
Sunday, April 6, 2014
Saturday, April 5, 2014
Friday, April 4, 2014
Thursday, April 3, 2014
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
Tuesday, April 1, 2014
Making a difference
I have been uneasy about whether to post this post, but 1. When you give your word, you honor it, and two, when you ask God to serve others or be a blessing to another you do it. I know how blessed I am, and I honor my word. A friend of mine, from my alma mater, Lander University is pushing past physical pain to be a blessing to humanity.
My friend, Cameron Dorn, is attempting to do 10,000 Burpees in 24 hours, which would be a world record. As a result of this attempt and hopeful completion, 2 organizations of significance to Cameron will benefit.
The reason I finally have chosen to post is that I realized that God has provided me an opportunity through Cameron to help others, and it read a post by Elizabeth, a fellow blogger,.
"It is not the man who stumbles". Theodore Roosevelt
To whom much is given much is required.
If you want to learn more about the journey:
www.gofundme.com/burpeeworldrecord
God Bless,
R
My friend, Cameron Dorn, is attempting to do 10,000 Burpees in 24 hours, which would be a world record. As a result of this attempt and hopeful completion, 2 organizations of significance to Cameron will benefit.
The reason I finally have chosen to post is that I realized that God has provided me an opportunity through Cameron to help others, and it read a post by Elizabeth, a fellow blogger,.
"It is not the man who stumbles". Theodore Roosevelt
To whom much is given much is required.
If you want to learn more about the journey:
www.gofundme.com/burpeeworldrecord
God Bless,
R
Monday, March 31, 2014
Stepping out in faith
Having faith is scary, for we must put our faith in the things unseen. I have a placard on my wall with the verse. Faith is not about me, it's about the trust I put in Him. In my humanness I need that Figure that washes away my unbelief. He is the I AM. I pray to be bold, un afraid to be bold and seek the Kingdom of The Almighty.
God Bless,
R
God Bless,
R
Saturday, March 29, 2014
Friday, March 28, 2014
Thursday, March 27, 2014
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Friends
I am very pleased that with this blog I have come to know some great people for whom I am grateful.
What is giving you great hope?
What is giving you great hope?
Be a blessing to others
When I need to get out "my little world" as the Matthew West song says, I need to be a blessing to others. So even as I struggle with something to say today, I am
Philippians 1:29
Monday, March 24, 2014
Grateful
For His unmerited Grace
For all of you!
Romans 6:23
I have an unspoken prayer request!
Blessed,
Regine
For all of you!
Romans 6:23
I have an unspoken prayer request!
Blessed,
Regine
Friday, March 21, 2014
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Any plans this spring?
Any plans this spring?
Anything you think of that makes you think of spring?
God Bless,
R
Anything you think of that makes you think of spring?
God Bless,
R
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
What's on your mind?
Have so much to share, but don't know where to start, so share with me, whats doing today?
God Bless,
R
God Bless,
R
Monday, March 17, 2014
Friday, March 14, 2014
Friday five
St. Patrick's
Green or white
Guinness or green tea
Dublin or countryside
Corned beef or not
Green or white
Guinness or green tea
Dublin or countryside
Corned beef or not
Thursday, March 13, 2014
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Hey!
The hardest battle we have or face is the one with ourselves.
Thinking of the verse in Timothy where He has blessed us with strength and power, not timidity or weakness.
God Bless,
R
Thinking of the verse in Timothy where He has blessed us with strength and power, not timidity or weakness.
God Bless,
R
Questions for the curious
What is your greatest accomplishment?
Any prayers or praise to share?
What is making you smile today!
What are you grateful for today?
God Bless,
R
Any prayers or praise to share?
What is making you smile today!
What are you grateful for today?
God Bless,
R
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Very tired
Today has been a long day, but I am giving thanks to God for His provision of love, grace and mercy!
God Bless,
R
God Bless,
R
Friday, March 7, 2014
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Wednesday, March 5, 2014
Silence
Wherever God is, is where I want to be
Asking for help is the most humbling thing
To accept that perfection isn't happening for me is excruciating
Sometimes crying can be cleansing
Fear can be friend or foe
Hugs,
R
Asking for help is the most humbling thing
To accept that perfection isn't happening for me is excruciating
Sometimes crying can be cleansing
Fear can be friend or foe
Hugs,
R
Prayers and Praises
Any prayer requests or praise reports? My prayer is that I not lean on my own strength or understanding.
God Bless,
R
God Bless,
R
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
Post 500
This is post number 500! I could never have believed the response. I am so blessed! To God be the Glory. I have been riddled with anxiety lately. My scripture for today is Joshua 1:9, and following its command will test me. Accepting that I'm human is difficult, but necessary. I am grateful and sincerely appreciative that you choose to spend some of your day with you. Thank you and as we say in Spanish: Que Dios te bendiga!
God Bless,
R
God Bless,
R
Grateful
Grateful for this platform to share my happiness, my joy, my struggle, my shame. I am grateful that you keep coming back. I may not meet you physically, but my heart knows you. God Bless you! A milestone is coming up. I will share later on today.
God Bless,
R
God Bless,
R
Friday, February 28, 2014
Thursday, February 27, 2014
CP and Christianity
This weekend I enjoyed one of life's greatest pleasures: I got to see one of my nephews, Andrew. Yesterday, when I had a spare moment of quiet time, I wrote out three things Cerebral Palsy has given me. Cerebral Palsy has led me to faith, understanding and compassion. Now it also tested the very things it has given to me. It has also led to truth, a reality I may not always like. I have always asked why?, but it bears no fruit. God has me here to bear fruit.
So many of you have inspired me to be or rather revel in being a Chosen Child of God.
Thank you to Dee and Lauren, my pen pals. Thank you all, I am blessed and grateful!
With appreciate thanksgiving!
R
So many of you have inspired me to be or rather revel in being a Chosen Child of God.
Thank you to Dee and Lauren, my pen pals. Thank you all, I am blessed and grateful!
With appreciate thanksgiving!
R
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Pen pals&blogs
I am enjoying having pen pals, if you would like to, I would be happy for more. I love discovering new blogs, so leave yours or a link to one you think I would like.
Thanks!
R
Good night and God Bless!
Thanks!
R
Good night and God Bless!
God is good
I realize I need God everyday, not some days. God will help me fix or find solutions to my problems if I like it. He is equipping me. As one of my favorite songs says; "I'm getting back to The Heart of Worship". The act of surrender may be the most selfless act.
God Bless,
R
God Bless,
R
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Smile
Smile....
Any good jokes, anything to make us all smile, take in a little laughter today?
God Bless,
R
Any good jokes, anything to make us all smile, take in a little laughter today?
God Bless,
R
What's on your mind?
What's on your mind? Any prayer requests or praise reports? I'm just thankful to be giving thanks.
God Bless,
R
God Bless,
R
Praise and. Worship
My heart is just thinking back on some of the most powerful worship songs I know.
I am singing, " I want to be holy, set apart for You, my Master Ready to do Your will."
God Bless,
R
I am singing, " I want to be holy, set apart for You, my Master Ready to do Your will."
God Bless,
R
Monday, February 24, 2014
Friday, February 21, 2014
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Fun one
Sprinkles or chocolate chips
Chocolate chip or oatmeal raisin
New York or LA
Sneakers or heels
Traditional or modern
Sprinkles
Oatmeal raisin
Neither
Sneakers
Traditional
God Bless,
R
Be merry!
Chocolate chip or oatmeal raisin
New York or LA
Sneakers or heels
Traditional or modern
Sprinkles
Oatmeal raisin
Neither
Sneakers
Traditional
God Bless,
R
Be merry!
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