Sunday, October 6, 2019

Toxic thoughts

As I was watching church this morning, I caught a thought. Cerebral Palsy has not be my enemy. As I taught someone that Botox is not just for your face, many toxins have been put in my body to help me. Some toxins have not. Those toxins are my thoughts. I've adopted the American adage that wealth and self-sufficiency are paramount, almost holy. I've equated the fact that I'm disabled take hold in my heart. If I've heard I'm a drain on the system once, I've heard it many times. Let me tell you now, America, I'm valuable.  To the God in whom we trust. Maybe if I believed it enough, I wouldn't live in a unending state of self-degrading behavior. My thoughts needs extraction and a vigorous wash. I blame myself for my lack of faith. Making a change. Think or maybe not.

19 comments:

  1. Good Morning Sunshine!
    I got something from the Chine Proverb: “Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.” Confucius

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      i am ERIC BRUNT by name. Greetings to every one that is reading this testimony. I have been rejected by my wife after three(3) years of marriage just because another Man had a spell on her and she left me and the kid to suffer. one day when i was reading through the web, i saw a post on how this spell caster on this address AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com have help a woman to get back her husband and i gave him a reply to his address and he told me that a man had a spell on my wife and he told me that he will help me and after 3 days that i will have my wife back. i believed him and today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the power to bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my wife. Thanks for helping me Dr Akhere contact him on email: AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com
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  2. You are right, Ru, God values you! I wish you luck in taming toxic thoughts. I think all of us have them at one time or another, faith or no faith.

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  3. Of course you are valuable! Very much☺

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  4. "Valuable"? Everyone has value, and no one should be without because they are not self-sufficient. If you ask me, the drain on the system is the upper crust who get enough breaks and privileges to pay for the rest of us all put together. We are one, and all should be cared for.

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  5. Well done you! How sad that you should live in such a world.

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  6. If you are breathing you are valuable. It's just the nasty ole egoic mind that wants us to believe we are worthless. I would kick it to the curb.

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  7. Oh my dear, you are not disabled, you are just differently abled.

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  8. Everyone of us is valuable in God's eyes. "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us - Romans 5:8" That is how much He loves you and died for you. *Love & Hugs*

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  9. You are a very nice person, so I think that you are really valuable!
    Hugs!

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  10. You go girl!!
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  11. We all seem to beat ourselves up harder than anyone else does. Yes, you DO have value. Please believe it.

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  12. i am ERIC BRUNT by name. Greetings to every one that is reading this testimony. I have been rejected by my wife after three(3) years of marriage just because another Man had a spell on her and she left me and the kid to suffer. one day when i was reading through the web, i saw a post on how this spell caster on this address AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com have help a woman to get back her husband and i gave him a reply to his address and he told me that a man had a spell on my wife and he told me that he will help me and after 3 days that i will have my wife back. i believed him and today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the power to bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my wife. Thanks for helping me Dr Akhere contact him on email: AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com
    or
    call/whatsapp:+2349057261346










    i am ERIC BRUNT by name. Greetings to every one that is reading this testimony. I have been rejected by my wife after three(3) years of marriage just because another Man had a spell on her and she left me and the kid to suffer. one day when i was reading through the web, i saw a post on how this spell caster on this address AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com have help a woman to get back her husband and i gave him a reply to his address and he told me that a man had a spell on my wife and he told me that he will help me and after 3 days that i will have my wife back. i believed him and today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the power to bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my wife. Thanks for helping me Dr Akhere contact him on email: AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com
    or
    call/whatsapp:+2349057261346

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