Wednesday, September 29, 2021

Heart

It’s the simple things that teach me the most. God, You use anything. Always using the ordinary to prove a point. Lacing up my new braces this morning left me almost in a fit of rage. As much as I appreciate the new, I was ready to embrace the old, comfortable and worn in braces. They’re dirty and battered. I’m acquainted with them. The new ones are not exactly the same shape, consistency and feel. The laces are different. They look similar, but not the same. I notice I can complain about blessings. The braces are blessings. It is a privilege to walk. Putting one foot forward after the other is an honor. It’s not something I’m fully cognizant of until I sit and let it simmer.  My complaint is another’s blessing. 

My gratitude list

Cerebral Palsy-you have given me more than I deserve. Seeing the world in a way I would never have otherwise. You break my heart daily. It’s not a bad thing. It gives me a gratitude for the nation of my birth. I’m granted the desires of my heart almost every day. 

God-  When I honestly and wholeheartedly seek you, I’m truly stunned at what You do in every moment. Why, no longer matters. I still want to know, but I’m afraid I already know. Without Cerebral Palsy I wonder if I would fully depend on you.  It’s true. I am too stubborn for my own good. I think I know it all way too much. CP humbles me in a way that shatters me. I am left gasping for breath. In need of air from the giver of my life. 

Broken, reimagined and rewoven. Each and every day. 
The song says “You can have my heart”. You made it. I just share it back with its Creator
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31 comments:

  1. Valerie-JaelSeptember 29, 2021 at 3:54 AM

    Beautiful words, your attitude is great. Hugs, Valerie

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  2. Lynn and PreciousSeptember 29, 2021 at 4:06 AM

    You fully depend on God at all times. I know I need to do the same, however, my life is seemingly easy, so I neglect to put God and His wonders ahead of my wants.

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  3. Martha Jane OrlandoSeptember 29, 2021 at 5:17 AM

    I so admire you, Regine, for your trust in God for all things and are thankful even in the midst of grumbling and complaining. We all do that, with some of us having little or no reason to do so.
    Blessings!

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  4. Delighted HandsSeptember 29, 2021 at 5:36 AM

    Truth. People call it an affliction but God calls it mercy. Hard to get your head around it.

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  5. crafty-stamperSeptember 29, 2021 at 5:51 AM

    I admire your strength and great attitude to overcome
    Carol x

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  6. Kate at Green FashionistaSeptember 29, 2021 at 6:27 AM

    Beautiful and love your attitude! He sends His mercies every day <3

    Green Fashionista

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  7. rupam sarmaSeptember 29, 2021 at 8:28 AM

    Great words _()_

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  8. Mariette VandenMunckhof-VedderSeptember 29, 2021 at 8:40 AM

    Dearest Regine,
    None of us will live forever and most of us have no clue as when and what will happen.
    You at least are in the knowledge of what is bothering you and there is some help for it.
    Most people resist any change, it is a matter of perseverance and willpower for pushing through that initial time. Focus on the nearby future, when you're again familiar with every detail of your new braces!
    We just had a sad tiding on Monday as I was driving home, almost there... A message of a young Father to a 11.5 year old boy and husband of 17 years to his sweet wife. God took him home after he had heart issues. His heart got repaired a few years back but it did not last long...
    Hugs,
    Mariette

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  9. Jo CastilloSeptember 29, 2021 at 9:15 AM

    Your inner strength and faith and ability to express it, help us all and give us hope. Thanks. Hugs.

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  10. Kirsti KaijaSeptember 29, 2021 at 9:43 AM

    Beautiful words,. You have a great attitude.
    Blessings.

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  11. ToninhoSeptember 29, 2021 at 10:40 AM

    Quanto mais buscar forças no Pai, mais sentirá energizada, para superar estas coisas da vida nesta longa caminhada. Nada pode ferir nossa fé.
    Brava e guerreira Regine vá em frente com sua fé.
    Beijo e paz no coração.

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  12. SandeeSeptember 29, 2021 at 10:41 AM

    You have a most fabulous attitude. Beautiful.

    Have a fabulous day and rest of the week, Regine. ♥

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  13. My Tata's CottageSeptember 29, 2021 at 11:01 AM

    You have such a wonderful attitude! SO many blessings we all have and sometime things annoy us. It is human nature and your thoguhts here tell me how grateful you are to have the new brace. I know you will adjust to it and get comfortable wearing it. :-) Have a beautiful rest of your week.

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  14. BetsySeptember 29, 2021 at 12:40 PM

    I'm humbled and impressed with your attitude and gratitude toward the Lord. Thank you for taking us along on your journey.
    Blessings,
    Betsy

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  15. Brian's Home BlogSeptember 29, 2021 at 1:48 PM

    You have been blessed. Don't forget your incredible talent.

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  16. Out My windowSeptember 29, 2021 at 1:49 PM

    You are such an inspiration to me. Today it is my right shoulder. I never know when my body plays joint roulette what is going to swell and cause pain and then here you are with your positive uplifting remarks and I am reminded to be grateful. Thank Rue!

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  17. Lark September 29, 2021 at 1:49 PM

    Your words always touch my heart.

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  18. AnankaSeptember 29, 2021 at 2:14 PM

    I hope you persevere with them. And always good to be grateful no matter what :-D

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  19. HappyKSeptember 29, 2021 at 3:06 PM

    You have a great attitude and are an inspiration to many. God Bless You.

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  20. MariSeptember 29, 2021 at 5:07 PM

    Regine - this is beautiful! And your attitude is a great testimony.

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  21. ReginaSeptember 29, 2021 at 5:25 PM

    Regine, thank you for sharing your heart. I appreciate all you write and being real with what you are going through.

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  22. DUTASeptember 29, 2021 at 10:12 PM

    You've got a great personality. I'm impressed by it.

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  23. kiwimeskreationsSeptember 30, 2021 at 12:47 AM

    What an awesome post Regine - so glad you have God to walk with you with such intimacy! I too would be lost without God, and I don't have the challenges that you do.
    Stay safe
    Blessings
    Maxine

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  24. UnknownSeptember 30, 2021 at 4:08 AM

    This is so inspiring, thanks for sharing!
    Kisses, Paola.

    Expressyourself


    My Instagram

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  25. Carolyna's worldSeptember 30, 2021 at 4:15 AM

    Wise and beautiful words dear

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  26. Jodie's Touch of StyleSeptember 30, 2021 at 4:35 PM

    You really know how to see the best in things Regine. Our struggles really can be a blessing, but it's certainly not how we think of them.
    Thank you for sharing such struggles,
    XOOX
    Jodie
    www.jtouchofstyle.com

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  27. ConniecrafterSeptember 30, 2021 at 7:07 PM

    Wow this is so deep and such great insight and way to think about our misfortunes in life. I need to always look for the good in every situation, just having God to lean on each and every day along is something to be so thankful for, thanks for sharing your thoughts!

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  28. Kathrine EldridgeOctober 1, 2021 at 4:35 AM

    This is beautiful my friend! Your courage and strength is so inspiring. Praying for peace in your heart as you journey with these new braces.

    https://www.kathrineeldridge.com

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  29. Charlotte MillerOctober 1, 2021 at 9:29 AM

    This was such a beautiful reminder to us all--be thankful .

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  30. JeanieOctober 3, 2021 at 11:27 AM

    This is absolutely beautiful. That your CP was at the top of the list should be a lesson for us all.

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  31. sandyOctober 3, 2021 at 2:32 PM

    expressed so well.

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