Monday, August 15, 2022

Roadblock

Cerebral Palsy tests me every day. The physical I’m used to by now. It’s the mental battle. I don’t fight the body as much. There are answers physically. Mentally is a different animal. I wage war. The blessing is that now I’m aware of what I stare down. And for that I’m grateful. Mind over matter. Finally makes sense. Where I must adjust. I’m never ready. I’m coming for the roadblock that I’ve never addressed. 

26 comments:

  1. May God continually give you strength to fight your battles in His strength and power. You are a very courageous young woman. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. (((hugs)))

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  2. I'm glad you can write it down. I am sure it's a struggle that only you know so well. Many prayers to continue your battle. Thanks for being here.

    Caitlin&Megan
    Ivy&Ellie
    Carefully Listening
    Ellie
    The Book Group
    Holly&Stevie
    Cherry Blossoms
    Better Off Unsaid

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  3. May God give you the grace always to face and overcome every battle, Regine.
    Blessings!

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  4. You are an encouragement to all you touch. We have had several relatives with this struggle. You are held in special prayer with much love and admiration. May God be with you always.

    LOve, Hugs and Blessings,
    Jim

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  5. Dearest Regine,
    It is never easy to walk the road into the unknown.
    How aggressive, how severe will it be and can we stand it?!
    With the help of God and lots of prayers, we CAN and knowing that we're never alone, there are others like us, facing the very same roadblocks.
    Big hugs,
    Mariette

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  6. Remember when you face things you are never alone!
    Thinking of you!

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  7. Sending prayers and hugs my friend. Rest in Him as you move forward to uncharted territory.

    https://www.kathrineeldridge.com

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  8. I can't imagine. Thank you for being a blessing to others.

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  9. The roadblocks cannot dampen your spirit, just plow on through.

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  10. the big bumps in the road!! there are no perfect, encouraging words, there aren't!! i wish you the best, always!!

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  11. "Nunca la noche es mas oscura que cuando va a amanecer" y "Que los árboles no te impidan ver el bosque". Estas dos frases son parte de mi crecimiento, de mi constante presente. Contienen mucha verdad. Espero que te sirvan de reflexión. Gracias por visitarme.

    Un abrazo con cariño. Paty

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  12. Love this, darling. I'm working on mind/body connection rn as well :)

    xoxox,
    CC

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  13. May you find a way around each road block that you encounter in your journey, Regine. :)

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  14. I hope you can triumph over that roadblock.

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  15. I wish you could be here and teach my disabled husband how to have 'mind over matter' x

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  16. I am praying for you. I am praying that God provides you with the strength and help you need.

    God bless.

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  17. I too thank you for sharing your journey with your friends. Learning to be honest with others is difficult, when it comes to our struggles and feelings. With the best of intentions anyone replies can knock the breath out of us. But there is one friend--Jesus--He knows exactly what we're saying and He loves and cares for us and will never leave or forsake us. I don't know how you feel, you are a unique person as am I. I believe you to be kind and caring! I value you and what you share dear friend!

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  18. Thanks for sharing your struggles with us. I appreciate your honesty!

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  19. (((HUGS))) May God keep giving you the strength.

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  20. Yes with chronic health problems--depression and anxiety can be almost as bad as the problem itself. I am glad you found a way of coping with it.

    Allie of
    www.allienyc.com

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  21. Life can be so challenging. My aunt had a rare form of MS and my SIL's mother has a rare form of it too. Not the same as what you have but both make each day more exacting to deal with. You have so much heart. You're a true warrior.
    Hugs

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  22. I can't imagine what you're going through, but to me you always seem strong. To write this blog and tell us what you're feeling is what courage is. Thank you. I'll keep you in my prayers.

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  23. You are brave to acknowledge and share about your struggles and roadblocks. You are not alone because God promise to be with you and He will enable you with His strength and grace. Stay strong.

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  24. We are thinking about you and sending positive vibes your way to help you face these challenges. Yes, the mental part is sometimes worse than the condition. I am disabled, too, when it comes to walking. I find being creative helps a lot, and you have your poetry and musings which also keep you connected. Bless.

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  25. We have a friend with CP too and thank you for the reminder of how I need to ask not only how she is doing physically but mentally, big hugs to you

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