God is giving me through you the will to move forward. You feel my positivity. And all I feel is bitter. It’s the horse tranquilizer size pill they’d give you when you’re sick, and expect you swallow it with ease. Grief and gratitude are so intertwined it’s hard to see where one starts, and the others end. It’s exhausting. The blessing or not depending on how you look at this is how many more medical professionals get to be educated. For all their formal training, and God Bless it, some of the brightest minds in the world need an education. All that to say is I really wish I wasn’t the one to dispense it. Whoever said carousels as a child were fun, never rode them as they got older. Whole different story. Ballgame.
I’m trying to get back into writing my whimsical dreams, but God has other plans yet again. And sometimes it stinks. So if you want whimsy, I don’t know when it will return. I wish I knew. Off to therapy to get my butt handed to me.
God Bless you and keep you
Regine
Grief and gratitude really are intertwined so often, such an interesting thing. I hope your PT goes well today.
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Wishing you a great day, even through whatever difficulty you experience with PT
ReplyDeleteHang in there!
ReplyDeleteFatti e forza e combatti ogni giorno
ReplyDeletePraying for you! 🙏🏻
ReplyDeletePrayer lifted for you!
ReplyDeleteHugs, my friend.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you're struggling, my friend. Hugs and love to you.
ReplyDeleteI hope you have good results at therapy today, and you start to feel better soon. I'm so sorry you are going through all of this, and I want you to know I care. : )
ReplyDeleteStay strong
ReplyDeleteSome days it's just hard to keep up the positive thoughts and they tend to give way to depression, I hope that you can feel God's love and can wait patiently for him to give you the strength to keep going, keep fighting, HUGS!
ReplyDeleteGood luck and hang in there! You are in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteGod bless you!!
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