Thank you for all your love. I don’t know if I will ever be able to repay it this lifetime. Being rebuilt physically will take time, but the mental one may be even longer. And I don’t know how prepared I am to exorcise those demons. The excruciating pain that will come. I’m realizing everyday my mind and body are not set up for immediate gratification or results. Everything and anything takes time. And this child hates waiting.
So I don’t know what to pray for anymore. I don’t know if its for surrender or just your will be done. I’m in a place I can’t accurately describe. Thank you for listening. Reading. I’m ever grateful.
Regine
First of all, for some reason, I thought you weren't blogging over here and were only on your other blog. I have missed so much here... So sorry! I will catch up and hope to keep up. I will pray for you for wisdom for answers to the questions that you face. I hate that you are facing pain. Also, the Spirit intercedes for us when we don't know what to pray for. You are loved in spades- and while that does not ease physical pain, I hope you take some comfort from that. Sending hugs :).
ReplyDeleteI pray for peace -- in my heart, in the world. And for strength. And yes, we care about you.
ReplyDeleteTake care and be good to yourself :-D
ReplyDeletePraying for surrender but then strength to get through it.
ReplyDeleteOne step at a time and tons of patience will work. It's hard for sure.
ReplyDeleteHave a blessed day and week. ♥
Stay the course
ReplyDeleteWe all hate waiting and would love immediate results. It just doesn't work that way much to our disappointment .
ReplyDeleteKeep the faith!