Thursday, October 20, 2022

Millions

Huddled and warming. It’s as if the cold, brings a clarity, I haven’t had. It feels so good. I’m getting better. Started exercising. Wearing wearing white sweats. Feels goods. I’m ecstatic not to bleed so profusely iron supplements didn’t cut it. I’m having dancing parties in the living room not caring who sees me. Bruno Mars is my musical muse. I’m dreaming. I’m having fun again, even if I’m my only company. I always wondered why a former therapist told me to look in the bathroom mirror and say I love me three times. I did it the other day, and came so close to believing it. Almost one month post op, and my soul is absolutely giddy. Who knew I could feel this good. Thank you for staying with me. You love me. Worth more than millions. 

27 comments:

  1. Dance parties in the living room are the best! I'm so glad you're doing so well. Have a happy weekend. :D

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  2. Things are looking up and I'm so happy for you.

    Have a fabulous day, Regine. ♥

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  3. Delighted to hear this. Keep on dancing! I do it too - turn on Leonard Cohen's "Dance Me to the End of Love." Impossible not to get up and dance, impossible not to feel better afterwards!

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  4. Beautiful words this morning, Regine. Really genuine sweet words.

    ~Sheri

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  5. This one makes me smile big! Clarity -- it means a lot and so does dancing!

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  6. music to my ears sweet friend, you are loved and I'm so glad you are healing physically and not being drained from what you were going through is helping your emotions to heal! So wonderful!

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  7. Take Molly's advice about Leonard Cohen. I wrote a post on his "dance me to the end of love". It's a perfect song making any dance perfect.

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  8. So glad to hear that things are moving in a positive direction for you! Be well dear Regine <3

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  9. You are my happy dance for today. Applause.

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  10. Praise God!! I've always liked the saying I saw once in someone's house, "Dance as though no one is looking". I think that is a good idea...just dance and rejoice in the Lord for His healing! I would like to add when you say "I love me", also say "Jesus Loves Me this I know, for the Bible tells me so!" That song isn't just for children...it's for every child of God. (((hugs))) I loved this post today!

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  11. I love this post! Happy for you!

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  12. Glad you had a good day Rue. One thing I have been doing is smiling each morning when I get up-no matter how I feel and it really lifts my mood.

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  13. So glad to read that you are feeling better. Take care of yourself.

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  14. I believe in that loving ourselves thing. It really works, and I'm SO glad you're feeling better.
    XOXO
    Jodie

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  15. I'm glad you're in a good place. Keep dancing to your own tune!

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  16. Glad you feel well. Stay well.
    Greetings

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  17. So glad to hear that the overall effect of the surgery is way beyond what you anticipated, and that your energy is now restored - wonderful news!!
    Blessings
    Maxine

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  18. I am ecstatic to hear all is going well with you, it must feel wonderful to move and be free. God Bless you, My Dear.

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  19. So good to hear you had such a positive time, will pray that continues to happen! God loves you

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